I wake up
Rush for coffee
Get to work
In the nick of time
Go through the motions
Put myself aside
Everybody comes first
Watch the clock
Stare all day
Waiting for the end
Rush to leave here
Head straight to him
I'll be lucky if i get
A few hours with him
Smoke and drink
Drink and smoke
We're both exhausted
Yet he finds the energy
Turn me on every chance
Kisses turn to moans
Fingers tangle in hair
Caress my skin with care
I will do as he pleases
Take me tonight
I'll be here for life
But this doesn't last
My energy has drained
Lay here catching my breath
While he packs another
Smoke and drink
Drink and smoke
Think it's time for me to go
Hug me, hold me tight
Kiss me goodbye
Kiss me goodnight
In the car once more
Don't let the tears pour
Don't break down just yet
Drive back to the house
Music drowns my worries
Pull into the driveway
Too late past midnight
Shrug it off, pack another
Smoke and drink
Drink and smoke
Can't listen to my brain
Surely this will work
To numb the pain
[4/5/2022]
