Don't stand so close to me

Part 21

⚠️ TW: mentions of rape and violence

But now it's the weekend again and everyone can try and relax again. Blaine, like the weekend before, stays over night again. He even plans on doing a little movie night with his boyfriend. With snacks, drinks and their comfort movies.

So after dinner Finn is back in his room, Carol gets ready for her night shift and Burt and Kurt clean up the kitchen, giving Blaine the opportunity to go up and prepare everything. He wants to make it as comfortable as possible so they can snuggle while eating and drinking while watching.

When the Hummel duo is done cleaning the kitchen Burt takes a beer, making his way to the living room to watch a game. But Kurt has a plan. Well it's not exactly a plan and more a wave of spontaneously courage. He follows his fahter and asks "Hey dad. Can we talk?".

"Sure kiddo. What's up?" Burt asks, taking a seat on the couch, waiting for his son to do the same. Kurt does so and mumbles as fast as he can "Iwannatellyouwhathappened" before his courage can vanish and he ducks out.

Burt laughs a little "Slow down Kurt. I couldn't understand a thing from what you just said" "I wanna tell you what happened" Kurt repeats, slower this time, and looks down. Now he has Burts full and unshared attention as the man places his beer down and turns in his position to look at his son "If you're really ready then I'm listening".

Just in that moment Blaine comes down again, to check if he can help in the kitchen or if Kurt is done. Curious as he is he can't help but eavesdrop when Kurt says "Who knows if I ever will be really ready. But I think I need to get this off my chest".

Kurt takes a deep breath and tells "At first I didn't saw him. I was running home after Blaine and I fought and I ran into him. He didn't waist time to talk to me and walk up on me until I was touching the wall. I wanted to fight this time but one fist and I was laying on the ground.

He tied my hands behind my back with his belt and pushed down my pants. Then his own and then, well you know, he was inside me. He turned me aroudn after that so I face him and he told me about the kinks he now has and I knew he wanted to do that with me.

First he covered my mouth and nose but not for long. I was still out of breath but the other times were worse. Only short after he covered them again and this time for longer while he f-f-, while he was inside me again. I thought I will pass out but then he finally let go.

I thought that was it but then he took the pocket knife. He held it at my shoulder and I flinched so that was the first cut. Then to my cheek and that one he did. Arm and leg were also him.

B-But then he held it to my stomach". Kurt pulls up his shirt a little, just enough for the scar to show, and traces his finger over said scar. ""He asked, so I remember, cut or stab and then stabbed... And as a thread becasue I screamed he told me he could stab my chest as well but since I was quiet he cut me instead.

Then he was in me again and I thought this was it as he stopped again but he covered my mough and nose again. I can still hear him saying 'how about a nice deep sleep' when I go to bed at night and I knew that his hands won't come off.

I struggled but in the end it was just a matter of time until I passed out because he didn't let me breath for god knows how long" Kurt finished. He held back his tears the whole time while telling but now he finally gives in to the tears and the knot in his throat, crying in his fathers arms.

It's too much for everyone. For Kurt all the memories are back again, stronger than the last time. Burt is speechless, needing time to take in what he just got told. Blaine, still eavesdropping, has silent tears falling and no intention to stay hiden anymore.

"Kurt..." he whispers, coming into the living room. The crying boy looks up "Blaine. Did- did you-". The curly haired boy nods before the other one can finish his question. He sits down on Kurts other side and feels the boy immediatly in his arms as he continues crying.

"Kurt I leave you with Blaine alright? I have to talk to Carol for a moment" Burt asks and stands up when he sees the boy nod, his face still buried in Blaines chest.

"Did you hear everything?" Kurt asks when he calmed down a bit and Blaine nods "Sorry for eavesdropping". "No. It's okay" the taller boy says, once again searching comfort in his boyfriends arms.

Blaine wants to say sonething but he doesn't know what. 'Sorry that something that horrible happened to you' doesn't seem to be enough in his opinion. On the other hand if he wouldn't have started the fight between them this whole thing wouldn't have happened.

Kurt seems to know what his boyfriend thinks because he looks up again and says "You don't have to say anything or feel guilty. He was searching me so this would've happened eventually. Now it happened and it will take time but I'll be okay. So just hold me for now".

Then he burries his face in Blaines chest again, sighing satisfied at their position and enjoying Blaines touch that still signals hmi safety. Comfort. Love. Blaine rests his arms around Kurt, protectim him from whatever may come and whispers "I hold you for forever".

For a moment the boys stay like that in comfortable silence until Blaine proposes "I prepared everything for a movie night in your room. Wanna go upstairs?". The other boy nods "I could use the distraction".

Both boys stand up and go upstairs to Kurts room. Luckily they already wear comfortable clothes so they can directly hop into bed, shifting everything to it's perfect reachable place.

Before Blaine starts the movie he asks "Kurt?". "Hm?" the taller boy mumbles, preparing to get comfortable. "Can I see the scar you talked about? You never showed it to anyone" Blaine asks hesistantly. "Besides my dad just a few moments ago" Kurt says and adds "I don't know Blaine. It's ugly".

"Don't think that about your own body please. Kurt you're beautiful and a scar or three won't change that" Blaine says, taking Kurts hand. The boy nods and pulls his shirt up with his other hand "There. It's the smallest one but I told you it's ugly".

"It's not ugly Kurt" Blaine starts, raising his other hand "Can I-?". "Mhm" Kurt nods, allowing Blaine to touch the scar. He feels Blaines soft and warm fingers on his skin, tracing up and down the little scar. "You know what I think?" he asks. "What?" Kurt asks back and Blaine tells "I think you're beautiful and the scar only shows how strong you are".

On that Kurt smiles, once again happy to have Blaine. "I love you" he says to the other boy who was still tracing his fingers over those 3 centimeters but stops at the words and answers "I love you too honey".

He takes his hand away, allowing Kurt to cover his stomach again. The he leans in to press a soft kiss on Kurts lips before asking "So how about a movie now?". "Sounds like a wonderful idea" the other boy answers with a smile.

Kurt doesn't really last long at the movie night. He still feels emotionall worn out, especially after today and takes all the sleep he can get. So short before 1am Blaine looks to a sleeping Kurt cuddled against him.

He smiles but finishes the movie since it's almost over anyway. He just lets Kurt sleep, knowing that he's exhausted and the sleep will in some way also help him recover mentally.

After the movie Blaine untangles himself from Kurt, hearing the boy whimmer at the loss but still in his sleep. "Don't worry Honey. I'll pack away everything so we can sleep int he bed properly" Blaine says and presses a kiss to the sleeping boys temple. Then he stands up and starts cleaning up.

Ten minutes later he turns off the lights and lays down next to his boyfriend. Kurt feels his boyfriends presence and turns around to cuddle close to him before falling into a deep sleep again. The other boy smiles, kisses the top of Kurts head and falls asleep as well.