Tumse Mohabbat Hain

chapter 15

Anamika's pov

I was sleeping when i suddenly felt someone moving me.
What are you doing rana sa? I am sleeping.
Anamika baby i am sorry. I Didn't get the time to tell you but we are going to Mumbai today so get up and go to the shower and freshened up.

I Don't wanna go. I want to sleep more
Let me sleep Rana sa

Baby pls wake up we are gonna be late

Okay fine then i woke up and wore a simple dress packed our clothes and left the palace

We are travelling in Nirvaan's private jet. I Didn't even realise when i fell asleep

I Don't know how much time i was asleep but when i woke up i was in the bedroom of nirvaan's penthouse.

Did you sleep enough? hearing his voice when i looked around i saw him at the couch doing his work

I am hungry rana sa. I said I have told the chef to make some food.
After that we had our lunch.

What we are gonna do in mumbai i asked
I Have a important meeting then i have to host a party and most importantly you Have to learn how the business world works he said

Why me?
Because baby you are only heir of rathore business empire and also you are a crowned princess you have to take responsibility for all of this
You Have to learn uncle auntie they are rooting for you i am rooting for you
And if someday something happens to me the Singhania and all of my personal business will be in your care
That's why i wanted you to learn all of this so i can be relived that even if i am not here you can handle everything.

Why are you talking like that? You are always gonna be there for me right
Rana sa.

I am gonna be there but who knows what the future holds jaan. He said

Get some rest baby we will be going on a date

Really we will be going on a date? I asked

Yes baby get some more rest he said

After that i showered and started doing some skincare then i read a book.

Oo god it's already soo late. I Have to get ready.

I wore very elegant white sari with contrast blouse. I did a very light makeup i wore a very beautiful pair of earings and of course my chooda mangalsutra and sindoor

Rana sa i have gotten ready i shouted

I am ready too baby Let's go

When we entered the restaurant. It Was very beautifully designed

What do you wanna have anamika he asked

I wanna have some spaghetti with meat balls and a glass of red wine i said

I will have steak with mushroom with sauteed vegetables and a glass of white wine

After giving our orders. He suddenly received a call from his office and started talking in the phone

Then our order came and we ate food in a comfortable silence.

Do you wanna have dessert? He asked

No i am full i said and we left the restaurant

Rana sa do you wanna go to the sea beach?

I mean we are on our first date as a married couple and we haven't talked that much. Lets have a walk on the beach

Okay anamika he said

After he took us to a very beautiful place. It was a sea beach but it was like isolated from the world.
It was just us in the sea beach

When we were walking in the beach he suddenly asked a question from which i was totally unprepared for

Tum kyu mujhse pyar karti ho? [ why do you love me?]

What do you mean rana sa?

I know i am not the best person to you i have not given anything to you then why do you love me?

I never loved you because i wanted something from you. And my love was selfish. I was selfish i wanted to Have you

Tumhe iss ek tarfa pyar se takleef nahi hoti?( Don't you feel pain from this one sided love)

Hum aksar un logon se mohabbat karte hain jinka milna muqaddar mein nahi hota [ sometimes we love people who are not destined to be with us]

Jab ap kashmira se mohabbat karte the
Mujhe bohot takleef hoti thi( when you used to love kashmira i used to feel immense pain)
You know there is a Bangla saying "ভালোবাসা দূর থেকে সুন্দর " (which means love is beautiful from afar)
I believed that i Thought as long as you are happy i can be happy too
I never thought i could have you that i could be with you.
I thought i lost you that you and i are never meant to be together.
But then i got the chance to be with you i knew it Was my last chance at love
Ap mera woh pyar hain jisko meine kho diya tha ( you are my that love which i thought i lost)
You are my only chance at love rana sa

You know rana sa jab pyar hadh se bar jai to woh behadh mohabbat nafrat ban sakti hain

I hated you i hated that you fell in love with someone else. I hated myself that i couldn't unlove you.
I never for once wanted anything bad for you but still i hated you because i loved you too much.

You know anamika i was always lonely after my so called mother left me dad was there but he was kinda distant and i was always thought that maybe i reminded him of the betrayal my mother gave him and dadi sa loved me but she is also old so i was always unhappy then you came you would always be with me cared for me you used to always bring chocolates for me even though i used to always say i Didn't like chocolates but you always knew that i had a sweet teeth. You are the one person in the world who knows me the best.

I am very selfish i had a choice to not to get involved with you but i did it bacause i Didn't want you to be with someone else i am bad man i took your chance to be loved i am the one who needs you the most

I know rana sa i love you i said and he looked at me in the eyes and pecked my forehead.

Sing me something anamika he requested.

What do you want to hear i asked
Maybe your favourite ghazal the one you used to always rehearse

" Dil ei naadan tujhe huya kya hain
Akhir iss dard ki dawa kya hain "
Dil ei naadan tujhe hua kiya hain"