Tumse Mohabbat Hain

chapter 20

Anamika's pov

After the huge celebrations of karwa chauth i was really tired.

Nirvaan was really busy with his works too. Sometimes i Didn't even see him
Apparently he is opening a new company which is taking most of his time.

In the meantime i have to go to london for my studies too for some days but i am not getting the chance to tell him

I wonder how will he react even though most of the time he is absolutely supportive but that time i was his fiancee not his wife

When he came back home after work i started serving him food and ate my food too

At the bedroom he was reading some files.

Rana sa i want to talk to you about some stuff.

Chand you Don't need to hesitate about anything 

I was thinking about going to london for some days 

Ok soo why are you  hesitating about it so much.

I Don't know i mean i am Married to you of course i have to ask you

No you Don't chand.

Come to me then he took me to his lap

Do you remember the first night we spent with each other

I do how could i ever forget that night

Flashback
Today i am going to go to meet Rana sa even after coming from london he didn’t meet me. Is he angry with me

I wore a simple white dress it was really pretty i loved it

I then wore some bangles

After that i left my palace to go to rana sa place.

And suddenly there heavy rain  and sky suddenly got soo black that i couldn’t understand but thankfully i safely could go to Raipur

After i entered the palace there were heavy storm outside. And when knocking for long time at his bedroom. I Didn't get a response. I entered his bedroom. Inside his bedroom was pitch black and rana sa was sitting in his bed and the bottles of whiskey were left at the floor. And rana sa was sitting at his bed. I hurriedly went to meet him when i saw blood dripping from his hands and knuckles i got scared

Rana sa what happened?  Why are your hands are bleeding and he was just starring at me with a dead look in his eyes. And suddenly he gripped my hair with his Injured hands it was hurting him more then it was hurting me.  Rana sa leave my hair it is hurting you and then he left my hair and sat on the floor with a thud. I Didn't even understand what was going on my white dress was soaked in blood. 

Rana sa what happened pls tell me Don't hurt yourself like that. Pls pls Don't be like that.

All my life all i wanted was a little bit of love Anamika. When i was a child i wanted nothing more Than my mother but she left she loved her other children and not me dad was Didn't love me Enough  to stay with me then came kashmira who i thought that truly loved me but she also used me
Everyone just wants to use me. No one wants to love me rana sa said

No no rana sa i love you pls i have always loved you i have waited so much for you just Trust me.

Apko mujhse pyar karni ki zarrorat nahi hain bas mujhse apse pyar karne dijiye. Bas mujhpe bharosa kijiye i said

Sabne to mujhe istimaal kiya hain ishq to sirf tumne kiya hain he said

To aaj us mohabbat ko mujhe dikhao yeh saabit karo mujhse sachme mohabbat hain tumhe.

Kaise rana sa i asked

Let me fuck you let me fuck you so hard that i could forget my pain and my miseries.  Be mine in every way

Rana sa how can i be with you. We are not even Married It's not proper for me to be with you before marriage.

I Don't care you prove it to me that you love me.

Okay i said. Despite my deliema i wanted him in every way i could have him

And he suddenly came forward and kissed me even though he kissed me before it was different from before it was so raw and passionate.
He took me into his lap and opened my dress and made  me lay in the bed and he roughly thrusted into me without any kind of foreplay it was soo painfull
I screamed so hard and he was continuously thrusting into me he was never so rough with me he was really fucking me like he was punishing me for something.  I Didn't even realize when i fell asleep.
I woke up at the early hours at the morning when i felt something wet and warm in my private parts and when i looked i saw rana sa wiping my legs with warm towel and when he felt my gaze he looked up to me.

I am soo sorry anamika i was so fucking drunk that i lost my fucking mind.

I am so sorry pls forgive me.

No no you Don't have to i guess now you really believe in my love

I have always believed in you. Anamika you are mine and i am yours you dont have to prove anything to me

End of flashback

In that day i decided that anything you want i will give it to you.

You are my wife and the reason of my existence. 

There is nothing in this world That i wouldn’t give it to you.

So pls do anything you want i am always with you.

I love you so much rana sa.

Thanks for always guiding me in my hardest times. I sometimes wonder how could i ever get soo lucky.

It should me who is lucky that i got such a adorable wife.you are the brightness to my darkness. The angel to my devil my wife.

You have given me your love. You are the Only person who have truly treasured  me without asking anything

You are my treasure my chand