Tumse Mohabbat Hain

chapter 42

Hi guys this is your author here i know the update is late but somedays back i was diagnosed with dengue and i fell really sick. My platelets levels were really low. My pressure was really low even my blood had some problem extreme dehydration and  i had terrible body pain and headache but i Don't want you guys to wait for more time but i would like to say if the chapter is not that good then i am sorry in advance

Anamika's pov

Rana sa is really busy so i can't spend that much time with him.but even though he is really good he Didn't forget to take care of me i guess he really cares about the baby suddenly i started feeling really stuffy in my bedroom so i went to the terrace to feel some Natural air the cold air touched my skin i was feeling better. The weather is cloudy it feels a storm is about to come.
Somehow it reminded me of the time when me and rana sa first had sex the time where i lost my virginity to him.

Jab jab unke zindagi mein tufan aya hain jab jab woh toote hain tab ei to mujhe unke pass rehne ka mauka mila hain.

Aisa to nahi tha ke hum humesha ek dusre ke pass the rana sa ne to mujhe dur kardiya tha apni zindagi se kashmira ke liye unhone apni puri chahat lutadi pad jo dooriyon mein bhi kayam rahe woh ishq hi kuch aur tha
[ we were not always close with each other he distanced himself because of kashmira he gave his love to her but my love for him never decreased.

I gripped the railing tightly as i thought that

Meri dil ki tamanna thi ke rana sa ko unka pyar na mile kyunki agar unhe unka pyar mil jaata to mujhe mera pyar kaise milta. Mein bilkul bhi nahi chahti thi ke woh kisi aur se shaadi kare. Mein ei bohot samjhaya apne apko pad mera dil kabhi nahi mana phir unka breakup hogaya aur finally woh mujhe mil gaye
Tabh bhi mein khudgarz thi aur aj bhi
Mein khudgarz hoon lekhin mein ei kal bhi jo kiya woh unke liye tha aur aj bhi jo hain woh bhi unke vaaste [ it was my wish that nirvaan shouldn’t get his love because if he got his love then how can i get my Love i Didn't wanted him to marry someone else. I Have tried so much to convince my heart but somehow my heart never really understood the pain i was going Through then he had his break up and finally he was mine i was selfish before and i am selfish now but everything i have ever done is for him.

Suddenly i heard his voice calling me and he said Anamika what are you doing here?

Rana sa you are here?  Obviously do you know how scared i was when i Didn't found you in the bedroom.

Don't be so scarred rana sa Where will i go leaving you?

That's true but now Let's go to our bedroom.

No i Don't want to pls stay with me for some time.
Okay he said and i put my head on his shoulder and i looked at his eyes and said sab kuch itna acha hain na rana sa ap mein aur humara baby [everything is soo good Isn't it rana sa you me and our baby]

Pad darr lagta hain mujhe bohot [ but i am scared ]

Why are you scared Anamika he asked

Pata nahi rana sa sab thik hoga na

Of course anamika everything will be absolutely fine you Don't Have to worry about anything ]

I know rana sa i love you so much. I hope you know that rana sa.

Ap mujhe chod ke kahi nahi jayenge na rana sa boliye pls? [ you will not leave me right rana sa?]

Where will i go jaan. Tumhe chod ke kaha jaunga mein [ where will i go jaan leaving you]

Kabhi kabhi hath chhudwana nahi padta log sath rehke bhi bichad jaate hain

Nothing will happen jaan why are you getting soo agitated jaan.

Kuch nahi rana sa i said and kissed him he also kissed me back.

I want you rana sa.i wanna make love with you.

Anamika we can't It's too risky. You are pregnant.

Nothing will happen i Have asked the doctor and he lifted me in his arms.
And took me to our bedroom he was so gentle with me. He was soo careful. I Didn't had to wait so much as he put his dick into my pussy. As he was thrusting into me i thought we Don't always make love with each other most of the time It's hardcore fucking but now i Don't want to fuck anymore i wanna make love i thought in my head.

As he was thrusting into me i saw his face full of carnal desire he always know how to make me  fall completly to my desire with his every thurst i feel like i am Just a doll in his hands .

I Don't even how much time has passed since we started but when fell in my arms completely taking me in his chest

There were tears in my eyes as i looked at his calm face i wanted to hide him from everything bad i want him to be happy but if something happens to me then who will take care of him who will love him.

Nirvaan Doesn't show any emotion for the world he is cruel business who Doesn't have any emotions but for me he will always be the guy from my Childhood my prince charming.

There were so many things i wanted to do with him.he always wanted me to succeed in my career but if something happens to me during childbirth he will be disappointed .

Will he hate me if i die or he will cry for me. Will he miss me  there were so many questions in my head but there Were no answers