~𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕓𝕖𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕟𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥𝕞𝕒𝕣𝕖~

first time...

My hands trailed to her chest and I noticed the change in her breathing, she was nervous and I stopped. She looked up at me and I looked down at her, a little disheartened. "Why'd you stop-" "because you're not ready, and that's okay" I said, shifting myself to sit next to her instead of behind her. "No, Syd I'm just you know..." She looked at me with desperation in her eyes "inexperienced?" I raised my eyebrow at her, To which she nodded in response. I shook my head, a small smile printed on my face. "And I'm scared of someone walking in on us" she said looking at me dragged her hand down my face. I smiled and stood up, "if you don't want to get caught, we can go to the studio, less chance of someone walking in on us" her face changed with those words, she wanted this, she was ready and nothing was stopping her.

She jumped up off the sofa, grabbing my hand and taking me to her car. She didn't hesitate once when she grabbed my thigh as she drove to the studio. She we arrived she opened my door and helped me out of car, she refused to let go of my hand as she pulled me into my dad's office. She locked the door behind her and stared at me, hunger in her eyes, she walked over to me and lifted off my feet, placing me in between her body and the wall. She finally kissed me after removing my shirt and that was just the beginning, her lips quickly trailed to my chest and she made a quick move which left me completely bare-chested. She smiled at the view and whispered just loud enough that I could hear "you're so gorgeous". I smiled at her remarks and she moved us to the sofa in the back of the office.

Her kisses moves closer to my waistband and I gave her permission by unbuttoning my jeans as she watched. She lifted my hips in order to pull my jeans down completely...

*time skip*

You know, considering it was her first time, demi knew how to make me scream with pleasure. I returned the favour of course and now we were both getting dressed again quickly to not raise suspicion by taking forever. I noticed that rhea had gone quiet after it but I didn't take it into much consideration, I just thought she was so overwhelmed by the experience. The drive home was pretty quiet but we were both tired and it was quite late at night. I only got a bad vibe when she went straight to bed. Was it too early for her. It couldn't be. She wanted to do it. Right?

My thoughts were broken by a hand on my shoulder and a stinging pain in my thumb. My skin was bright red and the corner of my nail was bleeding, I looked behind me to find... No one. No one I could see at least, but the vibe, the energy, it reminded me of my dad and then. Gone. It went as quick as it came but it felt so real. I went to the kitchen and cleaned up my hand, putting plasters over both of my thumbs so I couldn't pick at them anymore than I already had.  I looked around the kitchen and saw how much of a mess it was, I knew trav wouldn't clean up, even though I had asked him so nicely. I ran some warm water in the sink, mixing in dish soap. I washed the dishes that were in the sink and cleaned up the surfaces around it  and went to bed.

From what I could see, demi was asleep. I could just be paranoid but something really felt off about rhea. Maybe she was overwhelmed, maybe it was too soon for her, maybe she was rethinking this entire relationship with me, whatever it was it made her silent, and I didn't like it. At all. I slowly began to fall asleep and that's when I felt her arm snake around my waist. "Did you like it?" I heard the tired voice of demi say as she kissed my back and shoulders. "Of course I did... Did you?" I asked turning to face her. She smiled and nodded "why, did you think I didn't?" I sighed at her and it hit her that that was exactly what I thought "really?" I nodded at her "Well yeah, you went really quiet afterwards, like you didn't want to talk..." I said looking away from her, to which she pulled my attention back to her "I was just overwhelmed and you worry too much" she said smiling. I laughed and moved my hair out of my face, which accidentally revealed the plaster on my thumbs. Demi noticed this of course and when she asked me about it I just said "force of habit." I knew she didn't believe me but she decided not to say anything about it.

When we woke up the next morning our housemates wouldn't stop asking why we were home so late. I was annoyed by it but demi  found it very amusing how flustered I was getting. Even at the gym she joked and mocked their questions, pulling my attention away from the sparring and giving her the advantage. For over an hour we were in that ring and every time I gained the upper hand she began to joke about it and broke my focus. And when I say every time. I mean. Every. Single. Time. To be fair it was funny at times but still I literally couldn't escape from it. It all got worse when I got home, because not only did I have demi joking about it I also had trav and Izzy asking questions about it. No matter where I was. They knew how to get on my nerves but I loved all 3 of them and I wouldn't change them for the world.