6TH JUNE 2020
I woke up to the sound of Barry and Luna scratching at the doors. Demi was curled up in my chest and she didn't want to move but she knew we had to or the dogs would do their business on our bedroom floor. I let the dogs out and she began to cook us some pancakes for breakfast. We had a chill day today, other than a few errands like gear fittings for Backlash and training, and taking the dogs foe a walk, etc. but the point was, we had nothing planned for the day. After eating I got dressed and put on some light makeup; before putting my engagement ring back on.
I headed out shortly after to try on my Backlash gear in order to see how it fit me so adjustments could be made. The person making my gear was a fan and I was looking at current fan commissions for gear a lot more and if they couldn't actually make them I would buy their design and ask my regular to make it but I wanted to get more involved with my fans and this was the easiest way to do that. I arrived at the address within about ten minutes and it brought me to an apartment complex, which was expected because the address also included a room number; 8A, so when I approached the door and saw the buzzer I knew which one to press so she could let me in. I headed up to her apartment she had a little freak out moment because she was a big fan of mine but after her freak out she got straight to work and made adjustments to my gear so that it was tighter but not so tight so that I couldn't move easily. All in all she did amazingly and I made sure to pay her for her services and give her extra because she was such a great creator. It didn't take too long to get back home, and it wasn't long before I was back out of the door to train with Demi.
After training we both got a shower ad then Demi sat me down to discuss something. It was weird because she seemed tense or stressed out about whatever this was but she wasn't irritable like how she would usually be when she was tense. "So, we've been together for quite a while now, and I know that we mean it when we say we love each other, which is why I am so happy to call you my fiancé" This started off really sweet; which meant there was a but somewhere in what she wanted to say. "But" there we go. "I wanted to go into this engagement knowing about your views on children, because I know and have seen how you work with children and I would love to see you as a mother and not just an aunt; and I've always wanted children; and I know now who I want them with" Holy shit. "Now I'm also not expecting you to agree with this immediately, we're still young and there's plenty of time and if you wanna wait then we can wait, but the one thing I do know, is that I don't want to adopt, which means either surrogacy, or IVF" I sat in silence for a moment, taking in everything she was saying, which caused a visible panic in her face, but then I spoke. "Stop panicking, I want kids, and I want IVF, I wanna carry, but I don't want my eggs to be used, because then those kids have a higher chance of BPD and I don't want them to turn out like that, it'll b e too much on you and I won't put you through that. And I think we should wait for a little while longer, just because the whole thing with Izzy is still quite fresh and I'm not quite over it." her face lit up when hearing that I actually wanted to develop this relationship further and start a family with her.
"Oh thank God I was so scared, yeah, of course we can wait, I froze my eggs a while back, just in case, so we can use mine, that way you'll still be carrying but the kids will have my DNA, so no BPD" I laughed and smiled at her "yeah, I just need a bit more time to process everything." she brought me closer to her chest "I know, and there's no pressure for you, I will wait an eternity if it means that you're comfortable with all this, I mean, you're going to be the one carrying a child for nine months" I chuckled at her "well yeah, but knowing my family history, less than nine months" she kissed my forehead and I could feel her smiling against it "also, this is a great way to show Luke that I'm not available" I said which caused her to laugh. "I love you" "I love you too-" I stopped under feeling her hands rubbing up and down my thighs, and her lips printing marks on my neck. "I love you" She repeated as she continued to trail her hands up and down my body. My soft breaths of pleasure showed her that I wanted whatever she was offering and that fuelled the fire in her. She spun me around and climbed on top of me, pulling me onto my back. My body prickled with Goosebumps the second her hand slipped under my shirt and she pulled it completely off, she took a moment to examine how my chest was rising and falling. She couldn't help but smirk at the desperation in my body language, which is why it made things so much better when her lips made contact with my stomach. Within a split second she had moved me from the sofa to the wall in our hallway and then I found myself on our bed, with my Fiancé smiling at me as she pulled off my shorts...
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