~𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕓𝕖𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕟𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥𝕞𝕒𝕣𝕖~

together again.

29TH November 2019

Me and Demi had the day off today, I had no meetings or interviews or model shoots and demi didn't have any interviews or matches tonight and so we had an entire day to ourselves, we still hadn't talked about the kiss and I think that she would take the opportunity to talk today, it was after all, the perfect setting. I had just finished showering and the smell of chicken filled my nose, I slipped on a pair of shorts and a hoodie and headed into the kitchen, where I sat myself on the Island. Demi handed me a portion of the lunch she had prepared for us, a spicy chicken and mayonnaise wrap. we talked for a little while as we ate and then she finally brought it up. "so, are we gonna talk about this or not?" she sighed, placing her plate in the dishwasher. "talk about what?" I asked, following her actions with the dishwasher. Her hand met my waist and she spun me around, pulling me slightly closer. "Me. You. Us. The kiss that you so clearly enjoyed when it happened" she replied with a smirk. I pulled away, my nerves growing slightly, I tucked a strand of hair behind my ear and pulled her hands away from my waist. "yeahh, I think that it was a mistake. We were both tired and we gave in to instinct" I sighed walking away from the Aussie. She move to catch up with me "come on! Yeah we were tired, so what! you said we gave into instinct, doesn't that mean that we like each other, if our instinct was to kiss?" 

she was right, but, if we were doing this, we were doing it properly, without and exes or health problems getting in the way. "Okay fine. If you can find a place to go, then we'll have a date. And sort things out." I said, looking her in the eyes. She smiled and lifted me into the air "thank you!!" She shouted before leaving to look for a place to hold our date. I watched TV for a while whilst waiting for her and then I received a text from her. "I've got a location be ready for 8 xxx" the text read, I looked at the time, it was already six o clock, I had to get ready. While I was getting ready I heard the front door open and close which meant that demi was home and she was probably getting herself dressed for our date. I wore a blue bodycon dress because I didn't know where exactly we'd be going so that way it'd look nice no matter where we went.

I did my makeup in a way that was simple but would compliment my dress. And I had tied my hair up earlier but I liked the way it looked so I left it the way it was.

I waited for demi and eventually she exited her room. I couldn't lie, she was gorgeous, her outfit was beautiful and she looked so happy to see that I was willing to try this again. It was really clear to me that she had not given up fighting, she really wanted this to work and she wasn't going to stop trying. 

"well damn, I didn't think you could get any prettier" she said, walking closer to me with a huge smile on her face. I laughed and leant past her to grab my bag "flattery" I began, returning to a standing position "will get you nowhere" I continued, looking back at her and motioning for her to lead the way. She drove around for a little while before stopping at a building with a neon sign, which read "Black box night club"  above the doors, I scoffed "a nightclub?" she looked at me and laughed. "just trust me, okay." she replied, taking my hand and leading me inside. I forgot what it felt like to have her holding onto my hand, her hands were soft, and she had a firm grip but she made sure that she wasn't digging her nails into my hand. It was nice. 

As we walked further into the club the smell of alcohol filled my nose, the music growing louder with every step overtook my ears and the multicoloured lighter swarmed my vision. There was a huge DJ booth at the back of the club, and a bar to the left of us, and a huge seating area with multiple tables and booths to the right of us. Demi didn't let go of my hand through the crowds of people until we got the the empty booth with a reserved sign on it, she allowed me to sit down before asking me about what drink I wanted "I'll take a paloma, please and thank you" I said, setting my bag down next to me. She nodded and left me to go to the bar and order drinks, and while she was gone a drunken mess sat down next to me. "hello gorgeous" he slurred, inching toward me slightly. "uuh, could you leave please?" I said, inching away from him as he moved closer. he continued to talk and make me uncomfortable but I began to see demi appearing from the crowd, with her phone in her hand. she sent me a text  "trust me?" I nodded at her and that's when she continued to walk over to me. Immediately the drunk tensed up as demi handed me my drink, she placed her hand around my waist and I nodded to symbolise that I was okay with whatever she was going to do next . Her hand met my cheek and she pressed her lips against mine, after a brief momentary shock I melted into her touch and eventually the drunk left. Once he had gone she pulled away and immediately apologised. I told her that it was fine and she did it for good reason, which  seemed to lighten up the mood a little.

*time skip*

after a while of talking and drinking she asked me "you wanna go somewhere a little more quiet" to which  responded with a nod. She grabbed my hand and took me to a door near the back of the club, it lead to a staircase which took us to the roof. The roof had a seating area and some warm lighting, with a fire pit that was open to be lit if needed, Demi lead me over to the swinging chair that was lit by fairy lights and she sat down next to me. It was pretty cold outside so I quickly grew cold and Goosebumps began to prickle my skin. The next thing I knew Demi wrapper her jacket and pulled me into her chest, I didn't try to fight it, I was cold and she wasn't so I allowed her to hold me so i could warm up. "why are you so reluctant to be with me?" she said, rubbing my arm. I smiled at her weakly "because I'm afraid that I'm gonna fuck up again" I sighed. She rolled her thumb over my cheek "you won't, you didn't last time, you were stressed and I was hiding how I felt, but I won't anymore. I trust you, and I trust that we will work tings out together from now on" she said, taking both of my hands and standing up "so, please, please, please give me another shot at this."

I looked her in the eyes, and took a deep breath. She was desperate for an answer, I slowly nodded and it took her a moment to realise, but when she did it was the sweetest moment ever. She lifted me into the air and spun me around, pulling me into a long kiss. I couldn't hide my feelings from her, so I had to try again and pray it worked out this time, I couldn't loose her again.