A title you held •{Namgi}

9

He sat up looking at me red in the face with tears rolling down his face. He held out his arms desperately asking for a hug. Oh no Yeonjun, I said setting my drink down to hold him.

Yoongi, he cried. I'm here I'm here, I said stroking his hair.

Yoongi i- i- I don't understand, he said. Understand what, I asked. My feelings, he said. With anyone else it was bland with talk to girls and flirt with them it was nothing was bland, he cried.

But just being with him it felt great I felt myself like I could be me I always wanted him there to be myself, he said. I loved when he was there and I hated when people said something about us cause I thought would find me weird, he said.

Weird for what, I asked. Yoongi I've been questioning my sexuality for a year now, he said. And it was cause of him yoongi he made me question my feeling's. I didn't know if Ioved being with him plantoniclly or I wanted him romantically, he said.

I never said anything cause i didn't know how you or dad would take it. I didn't want you uncomfortable with me but the hearing that you liked boys the other day it made me wonder if I could ever talk to you, he stated.

Well I'm here now if you want to, I said. He held onto me tighter. I hurt him didn't I he couldn't even look me in the eyes before leaving, Yeonjun asked.

I don't think you hurt him I think y'all both were in shock with it all, I said. He liked me since freshman year were seniors now all those times I talked to him about other people, Yeonjun said.

I was probably hurting his feelings without knowing God I'm so stupid, he said. Your not stupid you just need to think of yourself more and others, I said.

Does he hate me now, he asked? He could never hate you he cares for you way to much, I said. Should I call him, he asked?

And say what, I said. I don't know I just wanna hear him know if he's ok, he said. I don't want him to think I'm mad at him I care for him a lot, he said. Yeonjun hears a question for you, I said. Do you feel the same way for him, I asked?

Yeonjun stayed quiet for a moment. Yoongi, he said. Yes. I think I also like guys, he stated.

I smiled to myself as he quietly said so. I hugged him a little more as he let his own words sink in.

Yoongi I like him, he said. I like Soobin a lot. I think you should let him know, I said.

He sat up wiped his face and grabbed his phone. He texted Soobin to meet him at there favorite spot in 10.

I'm gonna tell him I like him and hopefully he doesn't reject it, Yeonjun said. I hope you know he thinks you rejected him, I said. And that's why imma make this right, he said putting his shoes on. Grab a jacket it's gonna rain soon but I don't know when, I said.

He did so putting on his hoodie and leaving the house immediately.

This reminds me of a K-drama, I thought to myself. I'm about to text Namjoon about this.

------------------------------------------------------Yeonjun pov:

I took the car and drove down to the old highway were me and my friends hang out at.

It hasn't been used since the new one was made so it's very rare to see anyone on it. It had a hill area with a pond at the bottom so we usually snuck some there to do some highway fishing.

The message was read but no response.

I was concerned if he would come or not. I made my way there and stop the car on the side of the road and hopped over the railing.