A title you held •{Namgi}

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Next morning: Yoongi pov again

I woke up next morning in a waiting room. It was empty now. Beomgyu's and Taehyun's mom was talking to a nurse at the moment.

Taehyun walked up to me. Hey morning, he said. Morning, I said. They have a cafeteria here come get breakfast with us, he said. Then walked off.

I followed him and in the cafeteria I saw the rest of them eating together. Morning everyone, I said. Morning yoongi's here I got you a plate, Soobin said.

Thanks, I said as I at down. Has there been anything new yet, I asked?

Taehyun nodded his head. Yeah he won't be forgetful now but speech will still be hard for him, Taehyun said. He's awake now but their not letting anyone in yet.

Good thing he's awake, I said. Very, Kai said. When will they let us see him? In a few moments, Taehyun said. It went silent again till Soobin spoke up.

How are you feeling right now, Soobin asked? Taehyun looked up from playing with his food. I'm tired, he said. I couldn't sleep. And I'm sad and angry and guilty.

Taehyun-

No, he said. Don't say anything cause it won't be true, he said. This was partly my fault and I'm gonna have to live with that, he said. But I'm not gonna mope about it I'm just gonna do better.

So please don't pity me or him, he said. Right now he doesn't want that. And neither do I.

We nodded our heads as we finished up our food. We took the elevator upstairs and went searching for his mom. We found Ms. Kang which means we were at his room.

Taehyun, she said. He's awake and we're allowed to visit now, she said. Alright, he said. He opened the door and we all walked in.

Beomgyu was sitting in bed watching YouTube on a computer his mom brought for him. He looked up and smiled at us.

H-hey g-guys, he said. We stood by the door while Taehyun walked up to him.

Beomgyu, he said. Beomgyu stayed quiet be did a tiny gasp when Taehyun latched onto him.

Don't you dare leave us like that again, he said. I'm sorry I really am I promise I'll be better and put that in everything I have, he said. Just please don't leave me I love you so much and I can't imagine you gone, he cried.

Beomgyu hugged him back. I-im so s-sorry, he said. I-i-i didn't r-really w-want to leave i-i j-just felt h-h-hopeless, he said. I-i didn't k-know w-what t-to do next a-and e-e-everything else i-s a blur, he said.

I w-wont leave you l-like that again, he said. Im sorry. It's alright Gyu I'm the one who should be sorry, Taehyun said. They continue the hug for a while more until breaking apart.

Gyu I'm so glad your alive, Kai said hugging him. When I heard what happened I thought the worst and I couldn't imagine you not being here anymore, he cried.

Seriously man your our best friend we can't just let you go that easily, Yeonjun said. I-im sorry guys i-i w-wasnt t-thinking, he said.

I-i really h-hope y-y-your not m-mad a-at me. We could never, Kai said. How long are you gonna have to stay here, I asked? Beomgyu face went down.

U-um t-they a-a-actully are m-moving m-m-me, he said. I-i-i won't be h-home i-in a w-while, he said. What, Taehyun said! No they can't do that.

They only do that for suicidal patients your not, you just had a heat if the moment, Taehyun cried. Your not suicidal right?

Beomgyu face dimmed. I-im s-sorry, he cried. Taehyun took his hand as he teared up. Let's leave them be for a bit, Soobin said. When we left Ms. Kang was still sitting on the chair in distraught.