A title you held •{Namgi}

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Yeonjun yoongi sit down please, appa said.

Appa face was red like he had been crying for a while. Jackson on his side rubbing his back.

Yeonjun sat down as did I. Soobin sat by Yeonjun. You really grown so much, she said quietly.

Yeonjun didn't say anything. But me I had a lot of questions. Your so our mother, I asked!

She nodded her head. Woah that's cool, I said. Uh it's nice to meet you, I said.

You too, she said. Why do y'all look so upset, I asked? Cause she really shouldn't be here, Yeonjun said.

Yeonjun I know your upset, she started off. Im more than upset, he said. Why did you have to come here on any day you had to just waltz in today, he said harshly.

Yeonjun don't be rude as much as your upset that's still your mother, Appa said. She stopped being my mother they say she left, Yeonjun said. Her words not mine, he said.

She left cause he wasn't into men anymore, I said? Even if she wasn't don't you find it suspicious she never shown up once, Yeonjun said.

I then went quite. He had a point this was my first time actually seeing her face to face.

Your right, I said. She's not gay, Yeonjun said. She still a straight woman, he said.

I looked confused. Wait wait so if she is why did she leave, I asked?

Yeonjun looked at her. You wanna tell him the truth, he said. I mean it's only fair.

Appa face looked distraught. Appa are you ok, I asked. He nodded his head slowly.

Yoongi, she said. I have a lot to explain and after I do I know your not gonna be happy with me, she said. But I can't keep lying to you or your brother, she said.

As you know me and your father has Yeonjun at such a young age, she said. We were only 14-15 still new in sophomore year. We were told by our family to stay together for the child and we did just that.

Me and you father loved each other in the teen years but we were still so reckless. We did things we aren't proud of that y'all probably don't know of, she said.

Going to school with a baby daily having to constantly switch child every class was hard. And having to take care of a baby while still taking care of ourselves was hard, she said.

We still partied and snuck out a lot but mostly your father. I had to stay and suffer a lot with my family daily calling me a burden for my decisions.

Around senior year I was pregnant again with Yoongi, she said. And that made us a wreak.

We could barely take care of Yeonjun so another kid was gonna be worst. We took the news differently though. Your father decided to change his life for the better and be a better father.

He changed his classes so he can work in law school and become a lawyer. But I hit a terrible point in my life.

I was mad at myself for allowing these constant mistakes to happen and I started drinking and taking substances more.

She then teared up. At first I did so cause I wanted to get rid of you, she said.

When I heard her say those words my heart dropped. Your father figured out what I was doing and go mad at me we fought a lot the last couple nights and he ended up leaving Yeonjun at his parents house for a while.

He stayed with me to make sure I wasn't harming you anymore but that harm was already done.

Before graduation I gave birth to you but they noticed something strange and took you away quickly.