A title you held •{Namgi}

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When getting downstairs Jackson was making breakfast as appa worked.

Morning kids, he said. How are y'all feeling, he asked? I feel empty, I said. Same, Yeonjun said.

Im sorry, he said. Having to go through pain like that must have been so overwhelming, he said. Right now I just feel relieved that's he's alive, he said. And that we found him on time.

I nodded my head. Has he woken up yet, I asked? Not yet he's still out of it, Jackson said. They said he should wake up by tonight or tomorrow but it's unclear as to when, he said.

I nodded my head as he passed us plates of food. Eat up I know last few days y'all haven't ate or slept well, he said.

Your amazing Jackson thank you, appa said giving him a kiss. Anytime I'm here for y'all and I'll always be, he said.

I see y'all as my own family, he said quietly. I hope y'all see me as family too, he said. Yeonjun smiled and nodded.

I definitely do, he said. I'm glad your here with us you been a huge impact, Yeonjun said.

Same I hope you stay for the long run, I said. He smiled as he held onto my appa hand.

Y'all get some rest today tonight I'll take you to see Namjoon, Jackson said. If he's awake they may let you talk to him if not you can stay in the room with him.

I smiled as I nodded my head.

Later that day I texted the group chat and told them everything that happened last night. They heard from the news he was found later this day.

It was all over the news and being talked about. And even more parts of the story being told. Namjoon wouldn't like all the media attention, I thought to myself.

He wouldn't want to be pampered with questions of what happened that night to. After hearing the whole story I felt like throwing up.

He was a sick man and deserve to rot in jail. But what would happen to Namjoon after that. He would be taken in by child services and even moved away. Hopefully he has family close by.

I hope mentally he's ok I don't know everything he experienced he was beat up that wasn't told to us. There's probably more not being told.

Jimin stopped by and visited me.

Hey yoongs how do you feel, he asked?

Relived, I said. Same, he said walking in. I bought you some candied fruit to soften up the mood, he said. I smiled as I took them. Thank you Jiminie, I said.

Anytime, he said. Come on take a bite there delicious, he said holding one up to my mouth. He fed me the candy fruit as we talked more. Soon he has to leave but that also means it was time to go see Namjoon.

Yeonjun would have came but visiting was limited. On the drive to the hospital I couldn't keep myself together. I was nervous to see him again after all this time praying I would.

Walking down the hospital walls were normal to me everything was easy about it. This was the only time I felt a lump in my throat when doing so.

When we reached the room Jackson say on the chair as I walked in. When I did I saw Namjoon laying in the bed facing the window.

He turned his head to then see me. When he did he cried and so did I. I walked up to him and hugged him as he cried on my shoulder.

I missed you so much, he whispered. I missed you too, I said. I never stopped looking for you, I said. I know, he said. Thank you.

I'm so glad your safe, I said. I couldn't bare having you gone like that it pained me but I'm glad your here and well and alive, I said holding his face wiping his tears. I then kissed his head.