A title you held •{Namgi}

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It was like five o'clock now about half an hour after I left. I was in the city and walking down the sidewalk of the busy afternoon. People were shopping and meeting up with friends and more.

I found myself getting a juice from a stand I saw as I stood by the entrance of a park. After getting my drink I walked into he park and saw the bare tress of what we're blossom trees.

Walking further in I saw the cross way to the han river. When I got to the brick road if it I sat on the bench facing the river.

It was a chilly day out but it was nice. I continued drinking on my drink until I finished it. I felt my phone ring and when I did it was Appa.

I didn't want to talk to him or anyone at the moment. I declined his call and sent him a text with a thumbs up.

I was left on read after that. I decided to get up and do some of the work I had from school. I found a nearby cafe and sat in the back of it. I took my books out and started to work on a lot of assignments I had.

I was actually behind on a lot of school work and it wasn't out of laziness it was truly because I couldn't keep up.

That seems to be my excuse for everything huh. I can't keep up. I only sighed as I got to work. Hours later the shop was about to close and I had finished my work. I packed up and thanked the workers for letting me work here before leaving.

I decided to take a sandwich to go before I headed out.

When I checked my phone it had a lot a text messages from people. I didn't want to respond though. But I did wanna get home to sleep sooner. It took me an hour to get back home and when I did everyone was having dinner.

Yoongi where were you, Appa asked? Yeonjun came home without you but gave me the note, he said. I was out, I said. Putting my jacket on the racket.

I then started to walk to the stairs. Wait aren't you gonna have dinner, Jackson asked? I already ate but thanks enjoy y'all's meal, I said.

I went to my room and took a long bath. I sat in there eyes closed letting my body relax. After it I got into my pajamas and laid in bed. I grabbed my laptop and decided to watch some videos before bed.

After a while there was a knock on my door. Hm, I called out? The door open and it was Appa. Hey yoongs, he said.

Hi, I said. I just wanted to check in on you I know after yesterday things been a little off, he said.

Yeah I guess they have, I said. I also heard you been extremely tired today and just out of it. Do you wanna talk about it, he asked?

No, I said. He looked taken back. Oh well I'm here if you need, he said. Alright, I said going back to my video.

I wasn't trying to be rude but I didn't want to keep hearing the same old I'm here and do you wanna talk. Honestly I just wanna be alone.

Alright then Yoongi goodnight, he said. Goodnight, I said. When he closed the door i stayed up a while longer before sleeping.

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I woke up earlier than usual today. It was 5 am school didn't start till 8:45.

I got up and decided to get ready. When I did I decided to grab me some breakfast. I left a note stating where I was going and I'll see them at school.

When I left the house and I started walking up to a food place. I wouldn't call it a restaurant but more like a diner.

I sat to myself as I scrolled on my phone. My breakfast arrive and honestly it was pretty good. It was nice and quiet too only playing soft music in the morning.