A title you held •{Namgi}

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Chips where are the chips, Yeonjun yelled! When he walked over the couch he saw me and Soobin eating them.

Really you two, he said. Sorry Junnie, I said. Come on guys, he said snatching the bags. I haven't done a new years party since sophomore year and I really want it to be perfect, he said. Kids from my classes will be here, he said.

Do you really care though, I said. I do you may not but that's why we're different, he said. Where's Joon? He's upstairs he doesn't want to join the party, I said.

Awe why not, Soobin said. He thinks he would make it bad. Cause he won't be able to dance or move around much. And he thinks he'll be in the way, I said.

Did you let him know that's not true, Yeonjun said. I did but he still doesn't wanna join he gonna watch the live stream in my room.

Honestly I might join him, I said. I thought you loved parties, Yeonjun said. Yeah but yours isn't like the rest, I said.

Sorry mine isn't filled with dangerous acts, he said. Doesn't have to be dangerous just add a little alcohol to the mix, I said laughing.

Not funny, Yeonjun said as he sat down. When I reached upstairs I saw Namjoon laying in my bed watching a show on the computer.

Hey Yoongi did it start yet, he asked? Nope still got an hour to go, I said as I sat next to him. That gives me time to grab snacks for the night, he said. You sure you don't wanna join the party all our friends will be there, I said.

I'm sure and if they wanna stop by they can come up, he said. I'll stay with you then, I said. Why you love parties, Namjoon said. Yeonjun is not throwing the type of party I would go to, I said.

Alright then, Namjoon said. How's your leg feeling, I asked? Better by day soon I won't need crutches only the boot, he said. That's great I'm proud of you Joonie, I said. Thanks, he said. I can't believe it's gonna be a new year in a few hours.

Same this has been an interesting year, I said. Definitely one to remember, he said. For better or worse. Hey we barely get to talk deeply, I said. Ever since that event how have you been.

Namjoon looked at me until he sighed. To be honest I still get chills thinking about it, he said. You hear it happen to others but never yourself.

But I'm not gonna get past it by having it hiber over me. I forgive my appa, he said. And something in me feels like it was something more that night then me coming out, he said.

And I want to talk to him and visit him. I still miss him and I want to see how he's been mentally since the event, Namjoon said.

Joon, I said. You are to good for this world. To easily forgive him like that d still want to face him. Personally I would say fuck him and hope he rots.

But you always see the food in things, I said. More of reason why I just love you, I said. He smiled. Yoongi, he chuckled.

Do you really want to visit him though, I said. He nodded his head. I was gonna ask Jackson about that since he works under that department, he said.

I nodded my head. As much as I really hate him I hope you get that visit and get clouser, I said. Thank you, Namjoon said.

After an hour later guest started to come over and the party has started. We were still upstairs though. But there was a knock on my door.

I went to open it and there was Jimin. Yoongi why aren't you down here, Jimin asked?! He looked in the room. You too Joon-bug why y'all up here, he asked? Didn't feel like it, Namjoon said.

Keeping him company, I said. The others are looking for you too, Jimin said. If they want they can come in, I said. Alright then I'll get them, Jimin said.