A title you held •{Namgi}

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Yoongi, Yeonjun called out! Yes Junnie, I said. I can't find my purple crop did you take it, he asked?

No, I said. Ugh, he said. I guess I have to buy a new one that sucks cause I really liked it, he said. I nodded my head. What time will appa and Jackson be back, I asked?

They said the appointment gonna take a moment so they're stuck there untill the doctors finally clear up schedule, he said. Till then it's me and you, he said.

Feels like it's been a while huh, Yeonjun said as he jumped in my bed. So what's up talk to me, he said. You wanna talk, I said? Of course I always wanna know how my brother is doing, he said.

Now how's school going I barely see you do any work for it now that I think of it, Yeonjun said. That's cause I do my work in class and I'm doing well all A's, I said.

Super proud, Yeonjun said! What about you how's that college search going, I asked?

Oh it's amazing, Yeonjun said! The school, the opportunities, and even the area. I think I wanna go there, he said. What about S.E.D though, I asked? You been dreaming about going there and plus it's in Korea.

Yeah it is but it's nothing compared to the place Mr. Sin can apply me for. Don't you see it yoongs, he said. This place can help me achieve my goal all this hard work I've done for years with the dance classes vocal trainings and more.

It will finally pay off and I'm so exited, he said. I looked at his face as he smiled brightly just thinking of it. I felt selfish to even be sad about this.

I should be ashamed for feeling that way. This is his dream he's not gonna give up on it for one person. What's yoongs, he asked? Nothing, I said. I'm just happy for you. Extremely happy.

Yeonjun then gave me a hug. You know, he said. Jungkook told me about what happened the other night, he said.

I wish you said something yoongi cause I felt the same way, Yeonjun said. Wait huh he told you, I asked?!

Yeah but don't be upset he could just tell you were hurt and he did want you to hold it in, Yeonjun said. I know this is gonna be hard on you, he said.

Honestly it's gonna be hard on me, he said. I don't wanna leave you when I just got you back, he said. I don't wanna leave this family life I prayed for. But I want to make my own life and explore it more on my own.

And to do that I'll need to leave. As hard as it is. Just know when I leave I'm not leaving for a few years. I'm always gonna try to find a way to visit you, to see you, and just let you know in still here for you, he said.

My job as a brother never stops no matter how far I am, he said. Now give me a hug back and stop being grumpy ok, he said. I nodded my head as I hugged him.

I'm sorry I didn't say anything sooner, I said. I felt selfish for wanting you to stay, I said. I feel you, Yeonjun said. I love you yoongs, he said. Love you to Junnie, I said.

Now no being sad, he said. Ok, I said. I'm not; not anymore.

Good now I'm bored entertain me, he said. You wanna be the entertainer soon you think if something, I said. Wow, he said.

Alright fine since I am how about you look over the song I've been working on, he said. I'm Jungkook helper if I look at yours what if-

I'm not asking for competition wise, he said. I'm asking family wise I want someone with a higher love for composing than me, he said. Alright let me look, I said. Upon looking in the book I could spot what type of song this would be.

Very good, I said. I enjoyed it. Thank imma edit and finish a bit more, he said. Love ya lots yoongs, he said as he left. I only smiled. I felt a little better about him leaving just now. Guess I do have Jungkook to thank about that.