A title you held •{Namgi}

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Back to yoongi again but also Taehyun pov

Your telling me Beomgyu just left y'all, I asked? Yeah now both of them are just sad and miserable, he said. This is truly terrible this will effect so much, I said covering my face.

Yeonjun nodded his head. What's on your mind, I asked? Yoongi we won't fight like that right, he asked? What why do you ask, I asked? We never fight if anything we only had one disagreement, I said.

I promise you if something is up I'll tell you but we will never fight ok, I said. He nodded his head.

Kai is in a total meltdown right now, Yeonjun said. He's struggling to make sure hsi boyfriend is safe and ok while also making sure hsi best friend is alright.

Beomgyu won't respond to him or anyone though. I pray things get better for the both of them and they can finally talk it out it's been three weeks, I said.

Can't believe it's almost end of November this year will be over soon, Yeonjun said.

Not really, I chuckled. I gotta look for colleges sooner than I thought, he said. Staying on campus or living in a house, I asked? Duh, he said. Me and Soobin will move in together so most likely an apartment, he said.

Ew, I said. Why ew, he asked? You two, I said. Y'all are just adorable. Yeonjun laughed. Moving in wouldn't be too soon though right, Yeonjun asked? We only been dating for three months!

Y'all have been best friends since y'all were 6, I said. I think it's completely fine. Yeah but we were friends now we're dating, he said.

Y'all been dating honestly since elementary but just without a title, I teased. Shut up, Yeonjun laughed.

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Taehyun pov
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Sitting in my room at night again silencing my cries with my pillow. It's been three weeks and they been hell. I want to talk to him and apologize and be a better brother to him but he won't even look at me.

This hurts so bad but this is probably how he felt for years. I deserve this. I had just gotten of the phone with Kai. I told him not to expect me at school again. I couldn't stand it.

Everyone keeps asking me how I feel but never once ask Beomgyu. He's the one hurt not me. I shouldn't even be getting the attention that he needed.

It's not fair to him so I been gone for a while to one leave him be and cause I'm to sad to go anywhere.

Mom has noticed our falling out and hasn't even said a word to him. What a fail of parenting.

Tonight I was by myself. Beomgyu was either home or out and mom was visiting her sister. Just then there was a note slipped under my door. When I got up and picked it up it read

There's dinner on the stove
Eat as much as you want I'm not hungry

I read the letter and smiled a little. He made dinner. When I went downstairs on the stove was a special meal.

When me or Beomgyu are sad we only make soup since we're to lazy for anything when down.

There was a pot of soup and other sides. I got a bowl and ate by myself in the dining room. Something I noticed was the it was quite.

And Beomgyu never came down and got food. I know he wants nothing to do with me but it's nerve wracking and I can't keep doing this.

I went back upstairs and got to his room. I knocked on it a few times. No awnser. After a few more knocks I opened the door.

It was empty. Did he leave without me knowing, I thought to myself? When walking to my room I saw the bathroom light on.

Oh he's in there, I thought to myself. I'll talk to him when he gets out.