A title you held •{Namgi}

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Hey guys uh Beomgyu wanted to know if you wanted to come over he says he really misses y'all and can't wait to see you, Taehyun said?

Me and Soobin we're sitting the corner of the music room. Yeah sure I'll be glad to come over, Soobin said. I'll join in, I said. Great I'll go ask Kai, he said. Once he walked away my stomach growled really loudly.

Oh are you hungry, Soobin asked? No I'm fine, I said. Are you sure really when was the last time you ate, Soobin asked?

Last night dinner I had many servings, I said. Yoongi, he called! W-why are you calling him, I asked? To see if your telling the truth, Soobin said.

Yo, Yoongi said. Hey did Yeonjun eat last night, I asked? No he said that you brought him food after school, yoongi said. What about the other day, Soobin asked? No he uh stayed din his room last days, he said.

Soobin glared at me. Thank you can you give a second, Soobin said. Let's go, he said looking at me.

He got up as did I and we walked south the class. We walked through the schools garden until I guess we were away from people and classes.

So wanna tell me why your lying about eating and why your are not, he asked? I am eating, I whispered. No your not Yeonjun, he said. From what I've heard it's been two days going on three that's not healthy, he said.

I stayed quiet. Yeonjun this is serious ok I know lately things been rough with us but you need to know even with that I'm still here, he said. Please talk to me open up to me and let me be in your life again, he cried.

It's ruining me and soon us, he said. Are you gonna break up with me, he asked. My eyes widen. No, I yelled! No no Soobin I could never, I said. Then why, he asked?

Please talk to me, he begged. I told her off and everything I did it all for you, he said. Yet your still so distant.

I felt my eyes water seeing him break down like this. I'm sorry, I cried. It's not you, I said.

It's me. Wait you are breaking up with me, he yelled! No no I meant you haven't done anything I have, I said.

Look I'm jealous and extremely insincere, I said. I'm jealous cause I feel like she could possibly take you from me and I know you don't want her but it's the anxiety that tells me you do and that I have no chance, I said.

The other day she called me out on it and told me how you wouldn't like someone who thinks so poorly of them and is so unattractive. She called me fat and said that need to lose the pounds to keep you.

So I've been skipping meals and jogging cause I thought in the back of my mind I needed ways to keep you with me and not her. I know it's stupid and dumb but I didn't know what to do and she keeps getting to me and it's ruining me, I cried.

So I'm sorry your did nothing wrong everything was me and I shouldn't have pushed it all on you cause I was insincere.

I'm sorry you have to deal with such an emotional mess of a boyfriend and I'm sorry you have to deal with me in general.

Baby oh my gosh, he said hugging me. Why didn't you tell me what she was doing. I already felt like a crazy jealous boyfriend which I was. I didn't want to make it worse.

Yeonjun I- I just can't believe it, he said. I wish you told me I could have helped you, he said. I love you for who you are not your looks or your body, he said.

I don't love her and I don't want her get that back of mind thought away ok, he said. I only want you and I want you forever, he said.

No one can replace you Yeonjun I need you as much as you need me, he said. I'm sorry, I said. I'm sorry to I should have-.