A title you held •{Namgi}

91 (Short)

•One day till graduation•

Oh my god whereas my cap, Yeonjun yelled! I have graduation practice in the morning I need this!

Have you checked your closet, I asked as I walked in?

No, he said. Check it then, I said. He got on the floor and looked for it and soon he found it. Thanks yoongi, he said! Now let's get to school.

We all got in the car we picked up Jimin and Jungkook and headed to school.

Everyone was supposed to stay in their homeroom so that meant we got to be in the music class for a while.

When we got in everyone was putting on their caps and gowns ready for the principal to call them down for rehearsals.

Jimin whatchu reading, Mr. Sin asked? The speech I made turns out I was valedictorian so I'm trying to make sure that it's all straight, he said. And I added some English to let the foreign kids understand it a little better, he said.

That's sweet I'm so proud of you baby, Mr. Sin said hugging him. Can I read it? Nope not until tomorrow, Jimin said!

Oh not fair Kai said!

Just then the principal called everyone down to the auditorium leaving us left in the class.

Now that their gone I got work to do, he said. Still, Namjoon asked? Well not work but for next year's batch of kids I need to hand chose them and I had more this year cause of the “Popular” kids in here, he said.

But then again I don't really have to do this so. He turned the computer off and pushed it away. So how are y'all, he asked?

Nervous excited?

Sad, Jungkook said. Mood, Taehyun said. Same, I said. I'm neutral, Namjoon said.

Be quiet Namjoon, Taehyun said! Your only sad cause this isn't really effecting to you!

Well I'm gonna miss them if course they're my friends, he said! And I lived with one of them so I'm gonna miss him too!

At least he's not going across the world, I said. Wow yoongi, Taehyun said! That was just cold, Jungkook said.

Couldn't be me, Sin said. Your own boyfriend is leaving, I said. Who said he's leaving me though, he said. I can see him anytime I want now and it doesn't have to be secretive, he said.

These are my best days, he said! Of course it is, Namjoon said.

I wonder how it's gonna be like when we graduate, I said.

Well your a model so your set, Namjoon said. Taehyun is going to America with his boyfriend and brother, and I'm gonna work on my music here, he said.

What about you Jungkook what are you doing, Taehyun asked? Singer a song writer.

None, he said. What do you mean none, I said!?

I don't know what I'm doing I'm only a child, he said! Oh right, Namjoon said.

Do you wanna pursue music, Mr. Sin asked? Probably not, he said.

Wait wait wait so your telling you sing, write music, and compete in competitions just for fun or a grade, Mr. Sin asked?

Basically I didn't know we would be doing all of this, Jungkook chuckled. It was on the syllabus, he yelled!

No one read that, Taehyun said. I did, Namjoon said. Only this nerd, he teased.

Namjoon rolled his eyes we waited for the seniors to get back.

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After school we decided to grab lunch together and just chill the rest of the day.

After eating we decided to hit up a park before closing hours for the first time in a long time.

Awe Soobin, Yeonjun said! This is where we had our first kiss! Oh yeah it is, Soobin said!

Y'all kissed in a park, Beomgyu asked? I thought it was at the ice cream place, Kai said?

No it was here it was right after that truth or dare game, Soobin said.

Really, Jungkook said! Yes you should know this, Yeonjun said. I don't y'all never said exactly how you got together only the ice cream place nothing else, he said.

So y'all kissed before official, Taehyun asked? They shook their heads. Are you guys out your lovey phase now it's getting sickening, I said.

Yoongi your a mood killer, Soobin said.  Bite one, I said.

After the park we were walking along the bridge near the river. When we sat on the edge together I sat between everyone and cleared my throat.

Hey guys, I said? What's up Yoongi, Jimin said wrapping his arms around me.

Y'all remember a few months ago when I had those little episodes for a while, I said? They all shook there heads. One of those nights I came down here and to be honest I wasn't sure if I was gonna come back home, I said.

Everyone went quite. I thought that that moment would be my last but I met someone here and we talked for a few hours. We talked about minor struggles we had and got food afterwards.

That day I think we both steered away from what we intentionally had planned, I said. It was truly a right moment thing. But looking back on it.

I can't believe I was so close to doing so. I see where I am now and I'm greatful. Sure it's not great but it's better than before and I would have missed my time when it got better, I said.

I would have missed out on these days with y'all and my family. Looking back on it that would have been my worst mistake truly, I said. And I say this cause I can't imagine me going on without y'all with me.

So I'm incredibly thankful for y'all making my first year free my best year and that I love you all, I said.

Awe yoongi, Jimin said hugging me. Soon Yeonjun too. Then everyone else joined the hug. We're so happy your here with us today, Taehyung said.

You amazing Yoongi and we love you too, Taehyun said. I couldn't imagine having you away from me again, Yeonjun said.

Once we broke apart someone spoke up. What made you tell us this, Namjoon asked?

That friend from a while ago, I said. I then hopped over the bridge and picked up a lighter. This was the exact lighter he had that night, I said showing it to them as I climbed back up.

I think he couldn't do it no more, I said looking out over the river. He was a good man with kids and a not so good wife.

Do you think he, Hobi asked? I shook my head. I then pocketed the lighter. Something to help me remember the man who saved my life but sadly I couldn't save his.

Hopefully he's at peace for the first time in his life. Namjoon wrapped his arm around me as we all sat there.

I know we asked this a lot but this is for everyone, Kai said. Are y'all ready for tomorrow.

It's the day it changes for us all and our futures, he said. No, Yeonjun said. Not at all, Soobin said. I'm not ready yet, Jimin said.

I want to go back a bit, Hobi said. Same, Taehyung said.

As much as we're not ready the future is happening, he said. As long as we stay together we're gonna be alright, Beomgyu said.

We've overcome a lot together. We can do it again.

We all chained arms together as we watched the sun set over the river.

The future is scary but it's something that's coming. And we're just gonna have to be ready for it.