A title you held •{Namgi}

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Over the last few weeks things have been going smoothly. Tae's song has been recorded and finalized and the main five just finished there song and is in process of recording right now.

But now it was holiday break for everyone meaning. Thanksgiving was here!

Instead of working on music me and Jackson are working on the food for everyone as Yeonjun, appa, and Namjoon we're in the living room resting.

Appa decided to let Jackson cook this time since he would be apart of the house now. So, Jackson started. How are things with you and Joonie, he asked?

We're great, I said. Y'all are probably the cutest couple I've seen for highschool in my school it was something else, he said. I wouldn't say we're a couple just yet, I said.

Y'all aren't dating, he said? We are but we're not officially boyfriends, I said. He put the cabbage down and looked at me. If y'all don't, he said. I haven't asked yet and when he asks me I always so no, I said.

Why, he whispered yelled! Y'all are literally in love, he said. I know, I said. I love him with all my heart but it's hard, I said. I'm not use to crushing on the concept of dating, I said.

I didn't get to develop in the outside like most kids, I said. So when I was getting feelings for Joonie I didn't know I was crushing, I said. And I'm scared.

What if I still never get it and I am the worst boyfriend of all time, I said. I can't do what Hobi does for Tae. I don't know if I can admire him the way Soobin does for Yeonjun.

I don't know if I will make him happy enough to stay with me, I said. Try, Jackson said. Take the risk and try. Namjoon loves you and if you explain this to him he would understand completely.

I understand that not growing up socially has effected the way you handle situations in real life and I get that. I'm surprised how your even still alive for highschool, he said.

Thank my brother for that, I said. I'm just saying you never know unless you try, he said. Now get your man before someone else do cause he will get bored, he said.

I nodded my head. Thank you Jackson, I said. Anytime kiddo I'm here for you and Yeonjun whenever y'all need me, he said smiling.

Great, I said.

Namjoon is there any traditions or so that you do maybe we could do them, Appa asked? Not really me and appa usually order take out and watched the parade together or award shows as we ate together, Namjoon said.

Those we're always my favorite times though he would get so happy when his favorite old cartoon character from when he was a kid was in the show.

I'm gonna miss that, he said quietly. Would you wna to do that with us, Appa asked. Namjoon shook his head. It's alright imma leave that one with me and him, he said.

Do you miss your father, Yeonjun asked? At some points yes, Namjoon said. He was a good person to me overall but I don't know what really happened that day, he said.

Sometimes I don't wanna admit he would go that far over something so small. Plus I feel he already had a feeling so I'm still confused.

But I'm not gonna keep worrying about it. Imma pray that he gets better and lives a long life, Namjoon said. Now pass me my crutches I wanna go to the kitchen please, he said.

Yeah I got you, appa said reaching for them. Namjoon then got up and came to the kitchen with us.

Namjoon is too good for this world, Yeonjun said laying down. Seriously this kid is something else, appa said. Just then the door bell rung.