" Trauma follows me I guess"
Secrets remain hidden for a reason, but always floats to the surface. Hawkins is no ordinary town. Filled with monsters and demons which poison your souls.
Julie Richards is living in it. A family home with an unstable m...
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That kiss yesterday left me smiling. I couldn't slap the grin off my face, even now I couldn't hide the smirk on my face. I was finally happy. The only part is we have to talk about it which is going to freak me out but, we'll have to wait till then.
I decided to skip school today and join the boys. Only because Mike said something to Kyle about Will while I was being nosey. I know I shouldn't skip school but it's only one day. Plus the boys wouldn't mind me since I've babysat all of them and I like Max I think she's a great member for the team even though Mike is too stubborn to let her join which is wrong but understandable because he misses El so much.
I miss Eleven so much. I miss being her older sister and doing girlie things with her while she says the goddam world. How incredible she is not only just because of her powers but how strong she is as a person. I'm dying for a hug of El not going to lie.
As I open my bedroom door the house is still and quiet. I've slepted in a bit which I'm guessing Jennie doesn't mind which is really odd. Kyle has biked off to school, no surprise there. I walk down the stairs as I look into the hallway. I get flashbacks of me and Steve kissing making my cheeks go red.
I hope he gets over Nancy, I hope he is over Nancy right now. I can treat him way better than her, no offence. She doesn't deserve to have a caring guy who will do anything for her to keep her safe. He literally batted that monster for her while it lied over Jonathan. She doesn't deserve him.
I would do everything the opposite. I would give him all of me and the whole world. I would do everything in my power to protect and cherish him the way Nancy couldn't. I could be a better girlfriend than her, let's be honest.
I've fallen really hard for Steve and he realises it now. He just needs time to process how he feels. This is more than a tiny crush now, it's even bigger than a crush. I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve for this man which terrifies me. This would be his chance to take advantage.
I walk outside and jump into my car on the driveway and turn the ignition on. Steve being on my mind gets me all hot and sweaty. It drives me crazy knowing he has this affect on me but I like it. I want him to drive me crazy. I want him to challenge me the way I challenge him. I want him to kiss me the way I kiss him. I want him.
I drive up into the middle school and see the group sitting down on the steps as Mike runs to the phone. I jump out of the car and try to calm down after thinking about Steve. "Hey guys!" I yell and their eyes all dart to me. Max gives me a smile and I smile back. Being in middle school makes me feel weird. Like I'm being a weirdo playing with kids, which I'm not.
"Hey Jules!" Kyle yells waving as I continue to walk over. "Jules, hello" Dustin smiles showing me his missing teeth and I smile. I love the look of no teeth Dustin, it's adorable. That sounds like a violation but he looks cute, he'll get all the ladies.
