The Contract

CHAPTER : FORTY - EIGHT

Fel

Standing in front of their house with uncontrollably emotions hovering me. Hands and forehead sweating while trying to think what to say to her.

Nahanap ko lang ang bahay nila sa tulong ng mga Private Investigator ko. I made their car tracked by them and they found it.

I looked at my wristwatch to find out that it's already nine in the evening. I've been here for almost five hours and still waiting for her to come out even though she doesn't know that I am here.

That incident happened the other day were stuck on my mind and trying to figure out why she denied me and tell to that kid that I am a stranger for her.

I didn't tell about this to everyone. I must fix everything first before telling it to them. It's either I win her back or not, I only want is her forgiveness.

We may talk but I know it's not the same as it was. But in that way I'm happy.

After all it's all my fault. The phrase is right. 'Nasa huli ang pagsisi.'

I answered Oliver a 'Yes' for him not to be humiliated by a lot of people. It still shocked me knowing that he loves me. I know he didn't since he's gay and he used to cheated on me with Visarius.

Ako ang naaawa kay Visarius dahil kita sa mata at sa gawa niya ang pagmamahal kay Oliver pero ginamit lang din pala siya ng huli.

So lahat kami nagamitan? How pathetic.

I'll probably regret that moved of mine for the rest of my life.

"Ay pusa pink!" Napatingin ako sa may sumigaw at ang kanina ko pang hinihintay na nagbabasakaling lumabas ay lumabas na ngayon.

"Yanna." Mahina kong tawag sa kaniya.

She's holding a trash bag with both of her hands so I lend my hand to her. She didn't protest from what I did and mumbled thank you.

Nang mailagay na sa may malaking dumpster ang basura ay tinalikuran na ako nito at papasok na sana sa loob ng pigilan ko siya.

"Yanna, let's talk." I said and grabbed her right arm to stop her from walking and leaving me here.

Tumingin ito sa kamay kong nakahawak sa braso niya at maagap na tinanggal ito gamit ang kaliwang kamay.

"We have nothing to talk, Felicity." Malamig niyang turan.

She became cold at me....

"I-i want to explain my side..." I weakly uttered and tried to held her hand again but she shoved it away.

I feel my heart clenched with that moved of hers. She really do hate me now.

"Para saan pa?" She asked and take a glance in my eyes.

I can't read what's on her mind and most especially her emotions. All I can see is her blank face and a cold eyes.

Natigilan ako sa sinabi niya pero gaya ng sabi ko kanina maibalik ko man siya sakin o hindi ang nais ko lang mapatawad niya ako.

I know it's not that easy but I'll work for it.

"I want y-your forgiveness.." Damn I stuttered.

I closed my eyes and inhaled sharply before releasing it.

"You're forgiven." Tila isang yelo ang boses nito. Ramdam ko ang lamig na siyang lumulukob rito.

But that easy?

"I have to go inside." She added and was about to turn back her back from me when I abruptly hug her back.

"I-i'm really s-sorry for hurting you.... Yanna." I stifled myself not to cry but it's too late. I'm on a verge of crying.