Tears [Carlos x Lando]

2. George.

A few weeks past. Me and carlos wanted to meet each other at his apartment again to hang out. I was excited because i really like to spend time with carlos. We talk a lot and he always listens to me. When i knock at his room, george opens his door. What is he doing here? Carlos comes to us "Oh hey lando! I wanted to introduce to to george! He is a good friend of mine. I know you know each other from the grid but you don't know each other personally" he says. "Oh okay.. Well nice to meet you!" i say. george rolls his eyes. "Uhm well, let's go inside!" carlos interrupts our awkward silents.

We go inside and sit down on the couch. George is sitting really nearly to carlos. "so what do y'all want to do?" i ask a bit shy. George rolls his eyes and whispers "nothing with you." i don't understand why he is mean to me. "George stop." carlos says and looks at him. "We can maybe play fifa" carlos suggests. We all agree and play. 

"i will quickly go to the bathroom i will be right back" carlos says and goes away

silence is between me and george.

"Lando. I don't like you at all. I don't want you here. Leave!" He says all of a sudden. "What did i do to you?" I ask "You are really fucking annoying, i want to spend time with carlos and you interrupt us. Carlos doesn't even want you here! He only called you over because he feels pity because you don't have any friends! and you know why? Because you are so fucking annoying!" I say nothing. I stare at him. That hurt. I should better leave. I don't want to be in this room with him. I don't want to annoy carlos. I just don't fucking want to be here anymore. 

I stand up and take my jacket. As i wanted to leave carlos stops me. "Hey where are you going" he asks confused, "Just let him go he is annoying anyways" george laughs. "He is not annoying?" carlos says. "Carlos. i just want to leave please, i will talk to you later." I say and leave.

I hate george. 

I hate to see him

I hate to breath the same air as him

I hate him.

On the next day i went to carlos again. I knocked on his door and he opened it. "Carlos, i wanted to apologize that i left all of a sudden yesterday." i say. "What did he say to you." he asks. "what do you mean?" i ask confused. "What did george say to you yesterday." Carlos wants to now. Carlos sounds mad. "Nothing important really-" Carlos comes closer. "Lando. what did he say to you?" I sigh. "He said that i was interrupting you both, and that you only called me over because you felt pity that i didn't have any friends." carlos looks angry. "I am really sorry that he said all those things to you. But no i didn't call you over because because I felt sorry. I called you over because i really like to spend time with you, and i only wanted to introduce you to george. He acts weird sometimes but he is actually really nice and he helped me through a lot." I stay silent. "I will talk to him okay?" I keep staying silent. Carlos sighs and grabs my hand. He drags me with him to a room close to his. He knocks on the door and george opens it. "George. You weren't serious when you said all those things to lando right?" carlos asks. "Of course not i was only joking arround! lol." lies. why is he lying. is it because carlos is there? "see?" carlos says and looks at me. i sigh. "okay." i say "Well do y'all want to do something together?" carlos asks. "No i don't want to." i say. "woah that's really rude lando." I look at him mad. "It's alright lando, do you maybe want to do something with me, i mean i spent time with george yesterday, so it would be fair." carlos says with a smile. "Oh, sure!" George rolls his eyes and shuts the door close. 

"Do you maybe want to go for a walk you can see a lot of beautiful stars today" i ask. "sure! i even know a pretty spot." 

Carlos and i walk and talk a lot again. I like to talk with him, i forget everything arround myself all my thoughts belong to him. We arrive the spot he talked about and it was the beach. No one was there and you could hear the waves. We boths sit down in the sand and look at the stars "They are beautiful aren't they?" he aks "They really are." I look at him. Wow. he is even more beautiful than the stars.