Tears [Carlos x Lando]

5. Leave.

We're now in the summer break and me and carlos have decided that we will stay together in spain at his house. The only thing that makes me mad is that george also decided to spend his vacations in spain. But gladly he's not staying with us he is staying at a hotel.

"We're meeting up with george" carlos says. Seriously? i don't want to see that fucking idiot. "I'm sorry i know you don't like him but he is my best friend. One day y'all will get along i promise!" carlos says and kisses my forhead. I roll my eyes. "And what are we gonna do?" i ask. "Well i thought we could maybe go to the cinema there is a cool action movie" carlos answers. I only nod and take out my phone to text my best friend. Max verstappen.

Lando: Guess what. We're gonna do something with that fucking idiot called george.

Max: Lando just tell carlos that you don't want to spend time with george.

Lando: I already made up an excuse last time. And i don't want to ruin their friendship.

I put my phone away because i hear a ring on the door. ugh speak of the devil. "Can you go open the door please?" carlos asks me. I only nod and make my way to the door. I open it and i see george in front of it. He looks at me in disgust. I let him in and walk straight back to carlos. "So! are y'all ready?" carlos asks and takes my hand. George looks angry over to me. I sigh and look at carlos. "Uh can i talk to you for a moment?" i ask him. "sure!" he says and we both go quickly to the bedroom. "So what do you want to talk about?" he asks me. I sigh. "Carlos look, i don't want to ruin your friendship with george. I just don't want to spend time with him. He clearly hates me." i say. "He doesn't hate you lando he is only joking a bit arround. If you want he can apologize to you? will it make you feel better?" He asks me. I sigh, i guess he will never get it. I nod and he smiles at me. "I will just quickly talk with george." he says. He leaves the room and i sit down on the bed. I patiently wait for him. Carlos enters the room again and takes my hand to bring me to george. He looks at me and says "I'm sorry if i seem rude i am only joking arround." I nod in silence and then carlos starts talking "So guys let's go!"

The day was horrible.

George was still making fun of me and it got even worse when carlos wasn't there. I had enough of it i will talk to carlos again but now more serious.

As we got home i started to talk. "Carlos. I'm sorry but i don't want to spend time with george anymore. He is being horrible to me." carlos looks at me "Lando stop taking him so serious, he even apologized to you" he says. "Carlos you don't understand. He is only apologizing because you were there. Did you even see how he treats me? It's even worse when you aren't there for a moment! He keeps telling me to stay away from you and that i am a big mistake!" i say quiet mad. "Lando stop talking so bad about george he doesn't do all those things!!" his voice raises. "Carlos! He does that to me! He hates me carlos he wants me dead!" i say. "Stop saying all those fucking things, you're the one who hates him no wonder he treats you like that when you act so damn stupid just like a baby! You're the one who is rude to him!" Suddenly the room is silent. I can see the regret in his eyes. "Lando i'm sorry i didn't mean-" i can feel tears in my eyes. "Leave." i say. I can see that he regrets what he said but i don't want to see him in this moment. "Lando-" i look into his eyes. "Leave." He nods and takes his jacket. "Please call me if you're ready to talk. I'm sorry." carlos says as he leaves. 

I lay down in my bed and start to cry. I can't help it. His words truely hurt, i know he didn't mean it like that but it still fucking hurt that he took george's side. Everything hurts. I need carlos and i love him. But not if he acts like that. 

After an hour i hear a knock on the door. I sit up and stare at the door. I am scared. What if he is still on george's side? or what if he breaks up with me? The door opens and carlos stands there with flowers. Huh? why does he have flowers with him? He slowly walks up to me and sits down next to me. I look at him confused. "Lando i am so sorry. I really didn't mean to say any of that. You know george was always there for me when i didn't feel well that's why i was a bit mad. But you're right. He treats you horrible and i am so sorry for that. I shouldn't have forced you to spend time with him. I will still spend time with george but not this summer. I'm only yours lando. I love you." He hands me the bouquet of flowers and kisses my forhead. I smile a bit, his apology was really sweet. "Can you forgive me?" he asks me. I nod "But please don't do this ever again. You really hurt me." i say. "I promise you i will never. I'm so sorry!" he pulls me in his arms and kisses me.