Tears [Carlos x Lando]

23. What's stopping us?

After the Austria GP i planned something romantic for me and carlos, i wanted to thank him for everything. We dressed ourselfs and then got into the car, i booked a whole restaurant on a mountain for ourself, it has a beautiful view. Snow was laying on the ground on top of the mountain even tho it was summer. When we arrived carlos was too stunned to speak. "Lando this is so beautiful." he says after a while. I smile and look up to the beautiful night sky. It was snowing so we decided to go inside. It was a typical austrian restaurant, i really like the aesthetic, the waiter brought us to our table, arround the table were roses and candles, we also had a great view from the city. "Oh my.. Lando this is so beautiful!" Carlos says and looks arround with a open mouth. I giggle and sit down. The lights turned off and we sat there in beautiful candle light. I take carlos hand and i smile at him softly. "I wanted to thank you for everything. You were always there for me even if i told you to leave me. You were there for me at my worst and at my best. You stayed up all night with me when i couldn't sleep, you hold me in your arms for hours. You stopped anything important to come to me if i needed you. You protected me, you saved me. I feel your love only if you look at me. I'm so sorry for pushing you away from me when i felt bad. I feel like I don't do so much for you like you do for me.. i feel so bad because of that.. i really try-" i say. "Lando." He says with a soft smile as he places his hand on my cheek. "You show me your love as much as i do. You sometimes don't notice it but for example, you were by my side when my parents divorced. You also stayed up with me for nights. I love you so much lando. You are my everything." He says as he pulls me in for a kiss.

When we finished our dinner we went outside to the snow. I sat down on a bench as i look down to the town. Carlos sits down next to me and he places his hand on mine. I smile and look at him now. Carlos is so pretty.. i loose myself in his eyes. He takes my chin gently and pulls me to him, then he kisses me gently. I love him. 

I also rented us a small cottage on the mountain to sleep on, it was made of wood. "This is so cozy!" I say and carlos agrees. Carlos makes us hot chocolate and is sat down infront of the fireplace. Carlos places the cups in front of us and wraps us into a blanket. He holds me close and i lean my head against his chest. "Carlos?" i say quietly "hm?" he says. "Can you promise to always be there?" i ask. "I promise my love." he says and kisses the top of my head. "I love you." i say. "I love you too, mi amour." he says as he holds my hand.

Some days pass

We are planning our wedding and.. it's really, really stressful. We haven't slept for days properly. "What the fuck do you mean that the cake won't be finished in that time!!" i yell in my phone. "UGH!" I throw my phone on the ground and i sit down with my hands in my face. I sigh. I feel carlos pulling my hands away and holding them. "Carlos i can't do this! Why does nothing work! I want our wedding to be perfect but.." i say and he shakes his head. "Lando, we only need us. If it's me and you, our wedding will be perfect." he says to calm me down and i smile a bit. "It will be so hard to invite so many people over, it's going to be over 300 people there." i say. "I have an idea." carlos says and i raise an eyebrow. "What if.. it's only us both with our closest friends and family. no one else." carlos asks and i look at him with a smile. "That sounds so good. But how are we going to tell anyone they can't come?" i ask him. "We don't have to. Let's marry on sunday." he says and i gasp. "That early?" i ask him and he smiles. "Whats stopping us?" he says with a smirk. "You are right!" I say amazed. "It's going to be wonderful! I'm so excited. I need to finish a few things now." i say as i stand up. 

Carlos is going to be my husband. I look back to him with a smile and he looks at me. My heart melts.