Tears [Carlos x Lando]

15. candles and roses.

When i enter our house i see clothes laying all over the floor it made a path to our bedroom. I looked at it confused and i followed it. I opened the door and i saw carlos fucking george. I looked at them shocked and i broke down. I started to cry badly and i fell on the floor. He lied. HE LIED TO ME! I start to shake badly and i look at them. They kept going. My heart breaks into a thousend pieces. I thought he loved me? He told me he loved me! Why doesn't he love me? It hurts so much.. i run to the kitchen and grab a knive. I will stop the pain. I smile at the knive. I won't feel anything it will be okay.. i love you with all my heart carlos.. but it hurts too much.. i stab the knive in my stomach and I start to scream loudly in pain. The stab didn't even hurt as much as my heart.

Suddenly i sit up in my bed sweating and shaking badly. Carlos sat up and pulled me to him. „Hey hey.. it's okay it was a nightmare i'm here love." he whispers tierd and holds me tight. I start to cry badly and he pulls me even closer. He kisses the top of my head „your nightmare is not real my love.. shh.." he says and pets my back calmly. „I am sorry.. i had a.. really bad dream about.. yoj and george." he looks at me sadly. „i'm so sorry...You should sleep." he says and lays me back down i was so tierd i fell alseep instantly.

When i woke up carlos wasn't there anymore. I stand up and look for him. I found him in the kitchen he was making breakfast for me. „Oh good morning love!" he says. „Good morning!" i say. „Oh yeah wait i have to get something." he goes to the car and gets something. I wait for him and he comes in with a bunch of flowers and chocolate. I was really confused but i smiled. „Why did you get me that?" i ask. „i did something bad in your dreams. I'm so sorry about that." carlos says and hands me the flowers. My heart melts.. i love him so fucking much. I hug him and kiss him. „I love you so so much carlos.. i can't describe it." he kisses me back „I love you too, mi amour"

After we ate breakfast carlos had to leave to do something. But he didn't want to tell me where he went. I was bored so i texted max and daniel but they were busy too. I guess i'll spend time alone then. I watched a view movies and i called carlos but he declined, he usually never declines.. i ignored it because i got a message from max:

Max: hey do you want to go on a boat with us we wanted to visit a Beautiful island.

Lando: i would love to but carlos isn't answering.

Max: Oh you can come alone tho. We gonna make pictures there for instagram, if you want some to put on something pretty.

I get dressed and i get into my car. I try to call carlos but he isn't answering.. it's already getting dark and he still isn't here.. i am scared. I sigh and start my car. When i arrive max and daniel are waiting for me on their boat. „Hey guys." i say a bit sad. „Hey lando whats up?" daniel says. „Did yall hear from carlos by any chance?" i ask them. „No don't worry about it lol." daniel says. I know that george is in spain too.. what if carlos us with george? I sit down and look up at the stars. Today is a really beautiful day, you can see many stars.
We arrive the island and it's so beautiful here. You can see the stars even more here. „Guys follow me i know a spot!" max says and we go to the beach. I can see a light from the far. Max goes back to daniel and i follow the light. When i come closer i see that there are many candels and everywhere on the floor are roses, the ocean looks so pretty too. Wow.. this is the most beautiful place i've ever seen. I wish carlos was here.. „hey lando!" i hear max say and i turn arround to him. „Do you like it?" he asks and i nod.. „yeah but i miss carlos.." i say. „Let's make pictures! Of you!" max says and takes his phone out „okay now turn arround." daniel says I turn arround and see carlos infront of me. „Huh? From where did you come?" i ask him and smile. He wears a beautiful black suit, he acts a bit nervous and weird. He takes my hand „Lando, you are the best thing that has ever happend to me. I love spending time with you, i love listening to you, i love talking to you, i love looking at you. You are the only thing on my mind, i am falling for you everyday even more. I love to see your cute smile. I can look at you for hours and every second you are even more beautiful. I love your personality, you always make me laugh and smile. With you together i am a better human.." he knees down and my eyes wide, he takes out a ring and he holds my hand. „Lando norris, i want to be by your side forever.. will you marry me?" I start to cry and nod my head fast „yes! Yes! YES!" he puts the ring on my finger and i jump in his arms. I cry in his chest. „I love you so much." i kiss him and he kisses me back. „CONGRATULATIONS!" Max and daniel scream i look at them with a wide smile. „We have thousands of photos and videos!" max says and i smile. I put my hand on carlos cheek. „you are my everything carlos.. i want to be yours forever. Till the day we die.. and even then our souls will be together forever." i say and he hugs me tight.