Tears [Carlos x Lando]

33. letter

*carlos pov*

When i returned home i called out for lando but he didn't respond. Maybe he fell asleep. I walked
to our bedroom but he wasn't there. Where was he? „Lando?" i call out his name as i continue searching him. He was no where to find. Maybe he went out for a walk, he always does that. I take my phone out of my pocket and i call him. I hear a phone ringing behind me and i turn arround confused. I see his phone laying on the ground. I pick it up and i see his screen is cracked. What the fuck is going on? I open his phone and i check it. I see a call from an unknown caller and i raise my eyebrow. Has that something to do with him not being here? I feel my stomach flip as i search max in my contacts. I call him. „Uh hey max, do you have a clue where lando is?" i ask him worried. "No i'm sorry, i haven't heared of him." He replies. Oh god. "could you and daniel please come over as soon as possible?" I ask him. "We'll be there in 10 minutes." he replies and ends the call. Where the fuck did lando go? What happend? I keep looking for hints where he is but there aren't any. I think he was in a rush or why would he leave his phone here? 

After some minutes pass the door knocks and i open it. Max and Daniel are standing infront of it. "Carlos what happend?" Daniel asks worried as they both enter my house. "I don't have a clue where lando is. I left because ferrari had a meeting and when i returned he was gone." I say worried. "Lando often leaves for a walk, you don't have to be worried." Daniel says and i shake my head. "I tried to call him but his phone layed broken on the floor. I don't think that's normal." I say. "Okay, that really seems weird. But maybe he was mad because of something and then he left. We should wait for another hour and see if he comes back." max says. "Max you know how this city is at night. I don't want him to be out alone." i say. "Carlos you have to relax." Daniel says. "No. What if something happened? I don't have a great feeling about this!" I reply to daniel. "Let's just wait for a bit carlos." Max says and i shake my head. "I will search him now." I say as i go out of the house. Max runs after me. "Carlos! Just wait with us, i bet he is alright." max says and i shake my head. I will search him. He isn't alright.

I have searched everywhere. At his favourite beach, at the special place in the forest, at mclaren etc. He is no where. Some hours have already passed and he is still gone. I am going to loose my mind. When i got back home max and daniel waited for me with hope but i crashed their hope. "I have searched EVERYWHERE i just can't find him! That's enough. I will call the police." I say paniced. They both look at me worried as i call the police. I tell them what happend. "I'm sorry sir, you can only report someone as 'missing' if 24 hours have passed with the person still missing." The police officer says. "What the fuck! No! I want a police officer to come over right now! This is serious." I say. "I'm sorry but no sir." He says and ends the call. "FUCK THIS!" I yell as i throw my phone on the ground. Max and Daniel look at me in shock. "WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK! WHY IS NO ONE TAKING THIS SERIOUS? HE HAS BEEN GONE FOR 6 HOURS!" I scream. I am losing my mind. Before i throw our glass table on the floor Max stops me. "Carlos you have to calm down!" He says but i push him on the floor. "LEAVE ME ALONE YOU BASTARD!" i yell at max. Daniel grabs my arm. "Do not let it out on max, carlos." daniel says and i stare at him. He is right. "I'm sorry." I say as i help max back up. "It's alright, don't worry about it. You should take a nap carlos we will stay with you." Max says and i shake my head. "I can't sleep when lando is missing!" I say a bit louder. "Carlos. Please go to sleep, you have to calm down and maybe if you wake up he is back." Daniel says and i sigh. "I will try." i say annoyed as i walk to my bedroom. I sit down on my side of the bed and i stare at lando's sight. Please let him be alright. I am begging you. I lay down and i slowly close my eyes. I am so exhausted but i can't sleep. I am way too worried. I can only sleep by his side. Oh god lando.. where are you. 

One day has passed with lando missing. The police was here, but they couldn't help me. I am so mad at them. How the fuck can they be police officers without even trying to look for him. I haven't slept yet. I just can't. I have to find him. Whatever it costs. I walk out of my house to take a walk, to give my brain air. I walk into an alley where I find something strange. There is a shoe laying on the ground next to a slightly opened door. It looks like lando's shoes. My eyes wide and i stare at the door. I push it open "LANDO?! ARE YOU IN HERE!" I yell. But it's only a small room with a letter on the floor. I take the letter and i try to read it with my shaky hand. "You will regret everything carlos." The letter says and i stare at it. My eyes tear up.

I will save you lando.