Tears [Carlos x Lando]

18. family dinner.

-carlos view-
My phone rings and i answer it. It was my father. „Yeah?" i say a bit annoyed. Me and my father never had a really good relationship. „Hello carlos jr. i wanted to invite you over for a family dinner, you can bring your girlfriend too." he says and i roll my eyes. „You know exactly that i have a BOYfriend and i'm not interested thank you." i wanted to end the call but he keeps talking „yeah sorry whatever. But come on please come like in good old times. Your mother misses you." i sigh. „Fine." i answer and end the call. I tell lando that my family invited us and he got excited. I wanted to tell him how my father was but he looked so happy so i didn't.

It was evening when we arrived. We rang the door bell and my mother opened it. „oh my god you must be lando!! Nice to meet you!" My mother hugs lando nad he has a bride smile on his phase. My mother has let us in and we  went to the dining table where my father was waiting. „Hello! I am lando nice to meet you." lando says to my father with a sweet smile but my father only glares at lando „i don't care." he says. „Oh.." lando mumbles. I look at my father really angry. „Ignore him mi amour sit down." i say and lando sits down next to me.  „Wow the food looks delicious!" lando says and looks at my mom. „Aw you're such an angel! Thank you." my mother says. We all start to eat and my mother talks a lot to lando. It makes me happy that she and lando get along really well. „And how are you doing Mr. Sainz?" lando asks my father and he stares at lando. „It's none of you business so shut the fuck up." lando looks at my father shocked and looks down at his food. I bite my lip and glare at my father. „don't be so rude!" my mom says and my father rolls his eyes. „This boy is ruining our family, it's disgusting being together with a boy, a also really annoying and ugly boy, carlos jr. could've had any woman he wants but he chooses a ugly fag." my father says angrily. Lando looks down and i can see tears drop down his cheek. He stands up and storms off. „Lando!" i say and stand up. „Let him leave he's not worth it he only wants our money." i turn arround and look at him with my eyes which are full off hate. „I FUCKING HATE YOU! HE IS MY FIANCE I LOVE HIM WITH MY WHOLE HEART! DON'T YOU WANT ME TO BE HAPPY? I WILL NOT LET YOU TALK WITH HIM LIKE THAT." i shout at my father and my mother starts to shout at my father and i go after lando.

I look for lando everywhere but i can't find him. I go outside to the garden and i hear someone sob. I follow the sound and see lando sitting on the floor, leaning against the wall. „Hey love.." i knee down to him, i take his chin gently and make him look at me. When i saw how sad he was i got even angrier at my dad. I pull him to me. „My father is an ashole please don't listen to him.." i say. Lando buries his face in my chest and keeps crying. „B-but he's righ c-carlos.. you could've had someone better.." he says sad. „What? Someone better than you? Lando. There is no one better than you. You are my everything and i love you, only you. You make me so happy lando i would rather die alone than love someone who isn't you." i say and lando starts to cry harder. „I-i love you." he says. „We should go home." i say and stand up, i take landos hand and help him stand up. We go to the car and lando goes in it. „I'll be right back." i say and enter the house again. „Are you finally normal again?" my father asks me. I was so fucking mad at that moment, i punched him in his face. „Never talk to me ever again." i say and leave.

When we drive home i look at lando and he fell asleep. I smile, he looks so cute. When we arrive i pick lando up gently and carry him to our bedroom. He cuddles my chest and my heart melts. I lay him down in our bed and i wanted to leave bit lando said „d-don't leave me please.." lando says tierdly. I turn arround and go back to him. I lay down next to him and pull him closer „i will never leave you my love." i say and kiss the top of his head.