Tears [Carlos x Lando]

30. everything for you.

I woke up alone in our bed and i looked arround confused. Where is carlos? It was still pretty dark outside i couldn't see much except the lights on in the bathroom. I hear a groan and i stand up. What was he doing? I slowly walk over to the bathroom door. I carefully open it a bit to see carlos in the shower. I see how he jerks himself off as he leans his head against the wall. „Oh lando..~" he groans as i turn red. I keep watching him as i turn hard myself. I open the door a bit wider. Carlos noticed it and he moves his eyes to mine. His eyes widen when he sees me. He looks down at my body and sees that i'm hard too. He starts to smirk as his eyes move up again. „You want to join?..~" he asks. I nod embarrassed. I slowly take my clothes off and i enter the shower. I look down on the floor with a red face as carlos turns to me. He pulls me closer and he whispers in my ear „don't be shy love. I'm your husband..~" i softly kiss his neck and he smirks. He puts his hands on my waist. I give him a few hickeys and he enjoys it. He lifts my head up and he starts to kiss me, i kiss him back and he gently pushes me against the wall. He looks down at my body as he traces his hands down my waist. „Your body is so beautiful lando..~" he whispers as i start to blush. He starts to give me kisses all over my body, i lean my head against the wall as i squeeze my eyes shut. It feels so good. i moan quietly. He picks me up and presses me back against the wall. He looks deep into my eyes. „Are you ready?..~" he asks me i nod a bit, i look away as my cheeks heat up. „Are you sure love? you don't have to baby." he says. „No, i-i want to i'm just a bit.. shy.." i whisper. „Aw love.. no need to be shy. I'm your husband." carlos says as he pulls me in for a kiss. „I'm ready..~" i whisper and he grins. He slowly pushes inside of me and i moan loudly as i grip his back with my fingers. „A-AHH!..~" i hide my face in his neck as i breath heavily. He kisses my neck as he pushes into me again. „N-NGH..~" i moan. Carlos gives me gently hickeys on my neck. He pushes inside of be again and i squeeze my eyes together when i moan even louder. I grip his back really hard and he comes closer to my ear. „Does it hurt love?" he asks me. I shake my head „i-it's okay." i say while breathing hard. „love please tell me if it hurts really bad, we won't keep going." he says. „It hurts a bit but.. i-it's.. it's too good.. to stop..~" i whisper in carlos ear and he smirks at me. He carefully pushes inside me and i moan in his neck. „A-ahh..~" i squeeze my eyes together. „I want to hear my name." carlos says louder as he pushes inside me again. „OH MY.. C-CARLOS!..~" i moan loudly and carlos groans „louder." he says with a grin on his face. He pushes inside me harder and i grip his back with my hands „AHHH! CARLOS!!..~" i moan as i finish on him and he inside me. „Oh lando..~" carlos groans. He kisses me gently as he looks into my eyes. „Did you enjoy it?..~" he asks me. I nod as i breath heavily, i kiss carlos neck softly as he gently lets me back down on the ground. It's hard for me to stand on my feet thats why i lean against carlos chest. Carlos kisses the top of my head. My eyes move down to his body and i carefully place my hand on his abs, he watches me. I press my body closer to his and i start to touch his body. „You are so handsome..~" i whisper and he smiles as he kisses my neck. 

When we get out of the shower and put on our clothes. He takes my hand and we walk to our bedroom to lay down. „I love you carlos." i whisper as he pulls me closer. „I love you too lando." he says and we both fall asleep.

I wake up in the middle of the night again. I look over to the clock an it's 3:00 a. m. carlos is gone again. I sit up when i hear a strange sound from the bathroom. I rush into it and see how carlos throws up in the toilet. „Oh my god carlos! Are you okay?" i knee down to him and i put my hand gently on his back. He wipes his mouth „i'm fine. Go to sleep love." he says but i shake my head. „No carlos. I will get you some medicine for your stomach okay?" i say and he nods as i stand up to get the medicine. When i come back he threw up again and i knee down to him worried. „This will help you." i say as i help him taking the medicine. I pet his back and he places his head on my shoulder. „Does it hurt much?" i ask him. „It's fine.. it's late lando you should go to bed." he says. „No carlos." i say as i look into his eyes. I place my hand on his forhead. „I think you have a fever." i say. „Do you want to take a nap in out bed?" i ask him and he nods. I help him up and we walk to the bedroom slowly as i hold his hand. We lay down in our bed and i come closer to him. I put my hand on his belly and i kiss his stomach softly. „It's going to be okay" i say as he watches me. „Do you want me to make you a tea?" i ask him. „That would be nice but you don't have to lando." he says. „Coming right up." i say as i walk to the kitchen to make him a cup of tea. When the tea is done i walk back to the bedroom to see that carlos is asleep. I place the tea next to him and i kiss his head. I sit down on the bed next to him and i watch him sleep. I'm too scared to go to sleep myself. What if it gets worse and he won't wake me up? Or he can't wake me up. I pet his stomach gently as i watch him sleep.

Some hours pass and i'm still awake watching him. I'm really tired but i don't want to sleep. Carlos slowly opens his eyes as he yawns. He sits up and looks at me. „Love.. did you even sleep? You have big eye bags.." he says. „It doesn't matter. How do you feel?" i ask him. He takes my hand. „I'm better but love you have to sleep. You don't have to stay awake because of me." he says. „But you always did too." i say and carlos smiles softly at me. „Do you want me to make you a soup?" i ask him and he nods. „But you have to sleep after that." he says as i go to the kitchen.  When i finished the soup i bring it to him and he kisses my forhead. „Thank you love." he says and i smile at him. „You have to sleep now lando, okay?" he says. „But carlos.." i try to say. „Lando go to sleep." he repeats. „No." i answer him and he sighs. When he finishes the soup he pulls me closer to cuddle. „We both will sleep now." he says. „But" i say. „Lando if you won't sleep i won't neither." he days and i sigh as i kiss his cheek. „Thank you lando." he says and i smile. „Everything for you." i say and we fall asleep.