Tears [Carlos x Lando]

9. unspoken nightmare

-carlos view-

I open the door to see lando packing his stuff, i smile and go to him i hug him from his back and put my head on his shoulder. ,,Hey my love, are you ready?" i ask him. ,,yes i am!" lando says with a smile and turns arround to kiss my cheek, he takes his bag but i stop him, „let me carry that for you" i say and he smiles. I take his hand and we both leave the hospital. Max is already waiting for us in his car, i open the door for lando and he gets in, i follow him and close the door. „And lando are you feeling better?" max asks. „yes i actually feel way better than i thought i would, the doctors did a great job!" lando says and takes my hand.

When we arrive at max house i thank him for letting us stay here. „That's what friends do." he says and smiles. We enter his house where daniel was already waiting he goes up to max and gives him a kiss. Landos jaw drops „OMG YOU BOTH ARE TOGETHER??!?!?" He screams like a girl. I chuckle. „Wasn't that obvious?" daniel asks. Max laughs and goes into the living room. „i am really happy for the both of you!" lando says with a bright smile. „yeah it took very long for max to notice my signals." daniel laughs. „hey! It wasn't my fault! I was worried you wouldn't like me!" Max says. Daniel chuckles and puts an arm arround him. „I'll show you your room!" max says and walks with us to a room. „You can stay here till our next race!" max says. „Thank you so much max!" lando says. „Always." max answers and leaves.

„It's already late i think we should go to sleep soon we had really stressful days lately." i say and kiss the top of landos head. „You're right." he says and stands up from the bed „i'll get changed." he says as he takes off his clothes. I stare at him, i mumble „wow.. you're beautiful." lando turns arround and his face turns red. „I wouldn't mind if you only sleep with boxers, i mean it's really hot in monaco anyways." i smirk. „But you have to do that too then." he says and folds his arms. „Alright." i say and stand up to take off my clothes. I sit back down on the bed and look at lando which is staring at me with a red face. „Don't be shy, i'm your boyfriend. Let's cuddle." i says and pulls lando close to me. Lando wraps his arms arround me and puts his lips on mine. I kiss him back and then look in his Beautiful eyes. „Good night my angel." i say. „Good night love." he says. And we both fall asleep.

When i wake up it's still dark, i guess it's night but i can't see lando anywhere. I sit up and rub my eyes. I look arround and see him outside on the balcony. I stand up and slowly make my way to him. „Hey, why aren't you sleeping? Are you alright?" i ask him. He looks scared at me „oh god you scared me. I thought you were sleeping." lando says. I look at lando and i can see that he doesn't look fine. „Lando. Are you alright? Does it hurt somewhere?" i look at him worried. „Oh no, i just had a nightmare sorry."  he says. I pull him closer to me „about what my love?" i ask him. „nothing important carlos." he says. „Lando." i say. Lando sighs and looks up to the stars. „Well i.. no it's nothing really. Can we please go to sleep i don't want to talk about it." he says. I sigh but nod. „Of course." lando enters the room but i take his wrist. He looks back at me. „You can talk with me about everything, i'm always there for you okay?" lando smiles and kisses my cheek. „I am always there for you too i love you."

We go to bed and lando fell asleep fast but i couldn't sleep. I can't hold it back anymore. I stand up and take my phone to go to the balcony. I dial a number. „Yeah hello, i know it's really early in the morning but i have something really important to discuss with you. Can we meet at 2 p.m. ?" i say. „Okay perfekt. see you there." i smirk