Tears [Carlos x Lando]

20. screams.

-landos view-
Today was the first race this year in bahrain, carlos was now driving for ferrari and i was still in mclaren. My start position is P5 and i think this is gonna be a good race. In 30 minutes the race is gonna start and i'm making my way to mclaren, when someone pulls me randomly and holds my eyes closed with his hand. „Hey what the fuck! Stop!" he pushes me into a dark room and closed the door. I look arround confused and go to the door. I try to open it. It's locked. Fuck fuck fuck. I kick the door „LET ME OUT!" I scream but nobody hears me.

-carlos view-
The race starts in 20 minutes everyone is already sitting in their car and i look over to mclaren. I see them panic and look arround. I think they're just nervous. 20 minutes pass and the formationlap starts. And then. The race starts. I had a really good start. „Where is lando." i ask after some laps. „We don't know" the radio says. „What do you mean you don't know just look." i say. „No we can't he dissapeared right before the start." the team radio says. My eyes widen „what the fuck do you mean." i say. „Carlos you don't have to worry it's none of our business keep racing" he says. „shut the fuck up, he is my business." i say. „Carlos concentrate on the race or you won't race for our team." the radio says and i roll my eyes mad. „UGH!" i yell. I finish the race.

-landos view-
I am locked in this room already for hours. No one hears me. No one finds me. I'm sitting on the floor in the dark and staring at the door. Suddenly the door opens but i can't see who comes in because the light is too bride. The door closes again. „Who is here?" i ask quietly and stand up. Suddenly someone touches me from behind. „H-Hey! Stop it!" he opens my pants and my heart freezes. „STOP TOUCHING ME" I scream and punch the guy in his face. „ugh!" he says. That voice sound familiar. Who is that. He pushes me against the wall and i hit my head. „AH!" i say. He takes off my pants and i start to cry. „STOP TOUCHING ME! STOP IT!" i scream and kick him with my foot but the keeps going he takes off my underwear and i start to cry really bad. „HELP ME PLEASE SOMEONE!" I scream with my shaky voice. He starts to take off his pants to and i keep crying, screaming and hitting him. He takes my thing in his hands and i scream „CARLOS! CARLOS HELP ME! PLEASE!" i cry even more and he keeps going. „HUH LANDO?? WHERE ARE YOU?" i hear carlos yell from the outside „CARLOS HELP ME!" i scream and carlos kicks the door but it won't open. The guy starts touching me everywhere. I feel him everywhere. I feel disgusting. „CARLOS!!" i scream and cry. Carlos kicks the door again and it opens. The guy looks behind us in shock. The guy is. Esteban. Carlos stands in the door raging mad and rushes to ocon to kick him in his stomach muliply times. „YOU DISGUSTING FREAK! WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING?" he smashes ocons head on the ground and kicks his face with his feet. Carlos starts punching him and i watch them while i cry badly. Esteban looses a few teeth when max rushes inside with a police officer. Max points on esteban and the police man arrests him. I keep sitting in the corner and cry in fear. Carlos rushes down in fear and pulls me close. „Shh.. i'm here. He is gone." i shake badly and cry in his chest. Max hands carlos my clothes. Carlos puts on my underwear and my pants. I keep crying and carlos holds me in his arms. Max sits donw next to us and tries to comfort me too. „love, what did he do?.." carlos asks me. „H-his hands.. w-were everywhere.. i kicked and punched h-him.. he kept going.." i say with my shaky voice and carlos keeps petting me. „I am here.. i will always protect you." carlos whispers. „We should go to our hotel. I will drive you." max says. Carlos picks me up and we leave this weird room. Suddenly many interviewers follow us and carlos gets really mad when they surround us. „FUCK OFF, YOU ALL." He shouts. A interviewer holds a microphone to my face and asks me „lando wjy are you acting like a baby? Do you need your mama HAHAHA" Max got really mad and kicked the interviewer in his balls. When we arrive the car carlos and i sit in the back and max drives us. I keep crying and shaking in carlos arms. „I-I'm so s-sorry.." i whispers. „Lando. It's not your fault don't you dare to apologize. It's estebans fault." carlos says and he holds my shaky hands. He wipes my tears away and comforts me.

When we arrive carlos picks me up even tho i told him that i can walk. I hug him and he kisses the top of my head. When we arrive in our hotel room i want to take a bath because i feel disgusting. I still feel his touches all over my body. „C-carlos.. can you help me.. bath.." i ask him and carlos nods and follows me to the bathroom. I take off my clothes and carlos fills the bathtub and he helps me into the bathtub. He sits down next to the bathtub and he pets my back. I start to cry again and he hugs me. „Hey.. i'm here.." he whispers. He helps me bath and when he touches my waist i get a flashback of esteban touching me and i push carlos away and i start to scream at him „S-STOP TOUCHING ME E-ESTEBAN!" i cry. „Love it's me.. it will be okay.." i pull him to me and start to cry in his shirt. After i'm done i get dressed again and i lay down in bed. Carlos lays down next to me and hugs me tight. „I will always protect you." carlos whispers when we fall asleep.