Tears [Carlos x Lando]

35. I love you.

First ending

The only thing i can feel is pain. Blood drops down my body, george laughs. "I warned you lando." he whispers in my ear as he slowly pulls out the knive. He then stabs me once again in my stomach and i start coughing blood. "Isn't this fun?" he asks me as i drop down on the floor putting my hand on my mouth trying not to puke. Is this the end? Am i going to die now? I stare down at my stomach to see all the blood. "Oh goodness your bleeding... what a wonderful feeling." he says as he knees down to me with a grin. I want to see carlos one last time please. I am not going to survive this.  My vision gets blury, the last thing i hear was the door kicking open.

*carlos view*

I was nearly at george's place when i hear lando screaming on the phone, i glare at the phone in shock. It takes me some secound to speak. "Lando?! What happend? Are you okay?.." i ask him worried but he just keeps screaming and sobbing. I drive as fast as i can but it still takes me 5 minutes to arrive there. What the fuck did that bastard do to him. Please don't let it be what i think he did. Please.

I stormed into george house. I can hear sounds from the basement so i rush downstairs and kick the door open. My eyes widen. I see george staring at me with a knive in his hand and lando laying on the floor. I see blood everywhere. everywhere. EVERYWHERE. BLOOD BLOOD BLOOD. "WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO TO HIM!?" I grab george knive as i push him against the wall. "We can be together now carlos! There is no one in our way. I love you." george says. I stab him. "I don't love you. I never did. YOU RUINED EVERYTHING GEORGE! I HATE YOU!" i scream at him as he looks shocked in my eyes. I smash his head against the wall and let him drop down on the floor. I rush down to lando, i pull him into my arms. Tears roll down my eyes, „oh my god lando, are you okay? Please answer.. please" i hold him with my shaky arms „LANDO PLEASE! YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME.. I NEED YOU LANDO." I scream anxious. I look at his closed eyes. I start sobbing loudly. He can't be dead. I can't live without him. I hold him closer, my tears drop down on landos face. „L-Love.. please.. PLEASE." my sight is blury because of my teary eyes. He's gone. HE'S GONE! AND ITS ALL MY FAULT! my fault, my fault, my fault, my fault. I scream in pain as i shut my eyes close. Suddenly I feel a hand on my cheek, i open my eyes in shock as i see a small smile on landos face. He, He is alive? I stare at him in shock with a smile. „..I-I love.." he stutters. „you.. c-carlos" i look into his eyes. „I love you too lando." i lay my hand on top of his. He closes his eyes again. „No.. No. LANDO?.. LANDO!" i shake him. „NO! NO! LANDO! PLEASE.." He can't be dead.. no.. please.. He's gone. I stare into his dead face. I shake with my whole body. I hear the ambulance rush down with the police. They knee down to me and ask if i'm okay. They take lando away. I keep sitting on the floor and stare at my bloody hands. He's gone. It's all my fault. All. My. Fault.

I don't know how long i've been sitting there and staring in the emptyness. I am dead from the inside. I can't do this anymore, i can't live without him. I feel a heavy hand on my shoulder. I turn my head a bit to the left and i see max. „I'm sorry carlos." he says while fighting the tears in his eyes away. I stare on landos blood. Max knees down to me. „We have to leave carlos." he says quietly while looking into my eyes. I shake my head. I can't move. I watched my husband die.. and i did nothing. „It's my fault... all my fault." i whisper. Max shakes his head with teary eyes. „Carlos. It's not your fault. Nothing of this is your fault." he says. Max takes my hand to help me up and he leads me out of Georges house. „I can.. drive alone." i say. „No you can't carlos." max says. „I can max." i repeat. He shakes his head and leads me to his car. I sigh and sit down. „Can we drive to the Hospital?" i say. Max nodes.

When we arrive i tell max to stay in the car, i told him i want to say goodbye to lando. He agreed and k left. I stood infront of lando's door for minutes. I couldn't open it. I can't see him like that. It's my fault. I open the door with my shaky hand and i see him laying on the bed. I slowly walk to him. My poor angel. I hold his hand and i stare at him. I can't live without him. I just can't. Tears drop on landos forhead while is lean over to him to kiss his forhead. I'm going to see you soon lando. I let go of his hand and leave out of his room.

I'm standing on the roof of the hospital, the wind moving my hair arround. I am behind the fence holding myself tight. I will see you lando. Tears roll down my cheeks. I can't live without you lando. I close my eyes and let me fall slowly.

I love you lando.