Unexpected you

Chapter 15

I should stop. As much as I want this, I know this isn't right. Besides...things never go well when I'm around Lucas—and this can easily backfire the way that all of our other encounters have. Yeah... I should definitely stop, turn around, and head back home.

Good gracious. I wish my legs would listen to my brain, because I literally cannot stop following him! Make it easy on yourself, and take your freaking eyes off of his arms—and the way his muscles keep gliding up and down with every step.

Have I ever seen anyone as sexy as Lucas? No, I can't say that I have. Its the reason why I continue to keep my steps in sync with his. It's what has me following his every move like a damn puppy.

I wonder what cologne he uses? The smell is driving me absolutely crazy and I want nothing more than to bring my nose up to his neck and deeply breath him in. From here, it smells a bit musky but light and I love it! Suddenly, I find myself wondering—what it would be like to lay next to that scent...all fucking night.

Lucas continues to hold onto my hand, and even though it is now drenched in sweat, I won't pull away. I want this.....I need this. And so I'm letting this happen.

Halfway down the alley, he abruptly lets go of my hand, and he picks up the pace in his walk. For a minute, I wonder if he's changed his mind. But as soon as the thought enters my head, I noticed that girl. The one Shawn was secretly seeing, when I broke things off last year. I'm not stupid... I know she's the reason why Lucas let go of my hand. The girl looks over at Lucas, then turns to look at me. Confusion clear on her face. Shit! Why does she have to be here at this exact moment? I cannot have word of this getting around—and I know Lucas doesn't want or need the drama either. It's the very reason he turned me down in the first place.

Fuck! I hear him mutter, and I can't help but to feel bad and fully responsible for this moment. This is exactly what Elaina warned me about, not long ago. But there's no turning back now. That girl saw us and she's no friend of mine. She has no reason to keep my secret.

Lucas and I share a look, and in that moment we knew. We will have to be fully prepared to answer any questions, or deal with any suspicions that might arise from this.

I'm so nervous! How will I ever make this sound innocent? She literally saw us walking together, as he held on to my hand. That won't be an easy thing to explain, and I can already hear the "I warned you" from Elaina. But Lucas and I continue to walk as if nothing was wrong. This time, apart from each other, of course.

When we reach the end of the alley, I stop and look back. I no longer see the girl, but now, I don't know what to do. Do I turn back around and walk away? Or should I just stand here and wait to see what he does?

My logical side, wants to avoid major problems and walk away. But... the part that wants to touch and kiss every inch of his body, wants to let this happen.

I think we're okay now. Lucas says as he looks over my shoulder. I on the other hand, have no words. Again—I'm completely frozen in place, and wondering where the brave girl that made a move on him in the car has vanished to.

I love that you're so shy. Lucas says as he runs his finger down the side of my cheek. I quiver as the sensation causes the goosebumps to rise. Well I'm not as shy as you think. I finally open my mouth to say. Or have you forgotten the car incident? He chuckled. I remember that. But I know a shy girl when I see one, and you're definitely shy.

I tense at his words. I don't want to be the "cute shy girl". I want to be daring and sexy. Both things I surely need to work on. I admit to myself.

Lucas reaches for my wrist and guides me into the corridor of a multi unit building. He doesn't take his eyes off of mine, as he brings his back to rest against the brick wall. Wrapping one arm around my waist, he tightly fists a handful of my dress, and brings me in with a force that is so seductive, it takes my breath away. Our faces are mere inches from one another, and I bite down on my bottom lip as I desperately wait on the kiss that I've been dreaming about for weeks.

Do you know how many nights I've gone to bed thinking about kissing your lips? Lucas asks as he runs the pad of his thumb over my mouth. I've been going crazy trying to stay away from you. That's the real reason I stopped coming by. I think about you all the fucking time. About these sexy full lips. About your tongue in my mouth. I have never been this obsessed over any girl. But you... what is it about you?

His words have me speechless, and I could easily pass out from the euphoria of being this close to his mouth. I've wanted you from the beginning. He continues, and I melt as I listen to his confessions. Do you have any idea how hard it was for me to turn you down in the car? I have never let myself get so worked up over a girl, but here I am. Going fucking crazy over you. Fighting against my urges every fucking time I see you. Its the hardest thing I've ever had to do, and I don't understand any of it.

His voice is shaky as he confesses his true feelings. Why? Why do you keep trying? He finally asks. I can tell that he's desperate to know the answer. To know the real reason why I want him so. Will I answer the question? Will I confess my feelings as well?

In this moment, I consider pinching myself because this feels like a damn dream. These moments only happen in my sleep, or on the big screen. But this isn't a dream or a film, and after watching countless seductive movie scenes and wishing it were me, I finally get to experience my own.

Because I want you—so fucking much. I finally answered. Lucas smiles in a way that makes him look so unbelievably gorgeous, and I can feel the blushing taking over my cheeks. Look at you... you're so fucking beautiful. Lucas says as he places strands of my hair behind my right ear. I feel like someone has knocked the air out of my lungs, and if he doesn't kiss me right now, I'll die. Kiss me—please. I beg. And he does just that.

The longing in his kissing matched mine, and I almost passed out from the intensity of it all. His lips are so soft and full, and his tongue tastes like spearmint—and all of your best experiences wrapped into one.

Oh my. This kiss is so yummy—that I can't help but to moan into his mouth. Deep inside, I'm aware that the sounds escaping my mouth would have otherwise embarrassed me, but I don't care. I'm swept away by him, and I want him to know just how much I desire him.

Fuck...I can kiss these lips all night. He pulls away to say, then brings his mouth just below my right ear—where he begins to gently suck.

My goodness. How will I ever stop this?

Lucas glides his hands up and down my back, and uses one knee to part my legs. He brings me down into a straddle position—then guides me to rub against his thigh. Back and forth, steady and slow.

Oh Lucas. I moan into his neck, as I drown in pure pleasure.

Because I'm wearing a dress, my panties are now exposed, and I know that he can feel the wetness soaking through my satin underwear.

Our kissing continues this way for the next twenty minutes, and it's so heavy and hot, that it makes me thankful for the cool summer breeze that's blowing through this small space every few minutes. I haven't felt this sensation in so long, and I'm so into it, that I can't help biting down on his bottom lip. I'm loosing it and he loves it! I can tell by the way he sounds, and how he gently digs his fingers into my back.

When I pull away to catch my breath, Lucas takes the opportunity to turn me around and pin me against the wall. He crashes into my lips again, and presses his hips into mine, slowly moving side to side. I can feel the hardness forming in his jeans, and I know at this very moment...that I definitely want more.

Just as my lips begin to feel a bit numb, Lucas  pulls away. I really don't want to, but we should stop. Why? I asked in a breathy tone. Because if we don't stop now, someone will surely see us. He answered. I know he's right. I was so into this make out session, that I had completely forgotten that we were seen earlier. Walking down the alley together. The fact that despite this, we spent the past twenty minutes here, was definitely risky.

Okay—we'll stop. I whispered.

As I pull away to adjust my dress, Lucas starts to walk towards the entrance. I don't think it's a good idea to walk out together. He comments as he walks back towards me. You go on ahead—and I'll wait a few minutes before walking out. He instructed—as he grabbed a hold of my hand, and gently placed a kiss over my knuckle. That was such a sweet move, and the first time anyone has ever kissed my hand. There's so much I want to say before walking away, but Im speechless, and I'm still in shock over this turn of events