BIBLE
I've been told that I have the emotional capacity of a five-year-old.
In my defense, the person who told me was a teary nineteen-year-old who was bitter that I couldn't fall in love with her.
Well, she was wrong. I can and have loved.
I too can develop irrational feelings that have you thinking and dreaming about a single person all day and night.
Jeff Satur has me by the balls but I am done fighting my feelings for him. If he were a girl, I wouldn't have been so confused of how to go about this.
"So are you going to talk or stare at the table all day?" my company snaps me into the present.
Oh, right.
"I know I called you out nowhere but..."
"When Wichapas Sumettikul calls, I answer. I heard you go by Bible now."
I nod, "Yeah, easier for the international fans to remember."
Pree nods. She and I aren't exactly friends but we had classes in college and I had to beg War to get me her number.
"Wait, you didn't call me here because you like me or something, right?" the look of horror on her face is offending.
"Why do you look so horrified by the idea? I'll have you know that I am a catch and many girls would be happy if I hit on them."
"The ego on you," she rolls her eyes. "Wichapas, you forget I went to school with you. You look nothing now like how you did back then and unfortunately, I can't wipe the memory of the scrawny kid I knew back then."
Fair enough.
"I am not here to hit on you. I need your help with something."
Hey eyes narrow on me suspiciously. "Okay, what do you need?"
"I heard you liked girls too."
"So?"
"I wanted to know if dating a girl is the same as dating a guy."
She rolls her eyes at me. "You could have used google for that."
What does she think I spent all night last night doing? Google didn't do shit for me. Maybe add to my anxiety.
"Well, I am asking you."
"Hmm," she bites into her nails, her eyes watching me. "Does that mean you like guys?"
"Well, duh, or I wouldn't ask."
"Okay, I'll ignore your snappy tone because you look desperate. Am I to assume you already have a guy in mind or did you just wake up and realize that you like dick?"
I glare at her. I don't remember her being this blunt and forward but I find that I like her this way better.
"No, I didn't just wake up and decide I liked men, there is this one guy I have a crush on and intend to court."
"So just his dick?"
"Currently yes, I am only interested in him."
"Great. Tell me more about him."
"Uhm," I chew at my lower lip as I try to view Jeff how I have him built up in my head. "He is hot. Like seriously hot. He really doesn't have to try to be that hot. Don't even get me started on his hair, it's long and silky..."
"I meant his interests. I don't need a run down on his appearance."
"Oh, he likes music. That's basically all he does. He and I don't have much in common and see, it's strange because he doesn't even look like a girl and I really like him. I mean he is pretty, but you'd never confuse him for a girl."
