BIBLE
I am just coming from the shower when the door is pushed open.
I don't bother to turn, figuring it's Build walking in. He and I have shared rooms before during the promotion period so I don't mind sharing this one with him.
"You can pick whichever bed you like," I say, towel drying my wet hair.
He doesn't respond which has me looking up and my heart stops when I meet Jeff's eyes. He's standing by the door, his eyes locked on me.
It's not until they lower that I realize that I'm completely naked. Still, I don't hurry to cover up. He's seen me naked a couple of times before, it's no use hiding now.
"Fucking Apo," I curse under my breath, turning to look away. In all ferity, it's not Apo's fault. He probably thought he was doing us a favor by having us room together.
I grab my shorts from the bed and shrug them on. I don't dare look back to Jeff's direction anymore.
I am not brave enough.
It took everything in me back at the car to not look at him, only occasionally stealing glances in his direction. Getting a load of him to last me at least the night but now that we are sharing the room together...
"Are you not going to speak to me, Bible?"
I close my eyes at his words. My name on his lips sounds so sensual.
It's not like I have intentions of never speaking to him. At some point, we will have to go back to how we used to be but for now, I don't know how to stay so close to him... listen to his voice and not...
Want him.
"I have nothing to say to you," I say, pulling back the covers and getting into bed, all the while avoiding his eyes.
There's no telling what I'll do if I get close enough to touch him.
"Well, too bad, Bib. Unfortunately for you, I have a lot to say to you."
"Can we talk about it tomorrow?"
"We could but are you really okay with sharing a space with me all night with the air stiff with tension?"
He's right but I don't want to talk right now. I don't trust myself to not throw myself at him. Not when my heart is still raw and vulnerable.
"I don't... Jeff, lets just... I need time."
"Well, you had all weekend to think about it but chose to run back to your ex!" he accuses.
Okay, enough! I can't handle this.
I push back the covers and climb out of bed, sliding my feet into the hotel slippers.
It's obvious the two of us sharing a room is a bad idea. I'll go spend the night with Apo or ask one of the other guy to trade rooms with me.
I barely make it to the door before he grabs my arm and stops me. My skin burns where he's holding me and need shoots up my spine.
Just a touch of skin.
This is what had been missing with Fai. The heat and connection present with just a touch.
I feel him crowd my back and I hold my breath, my cock hardening even without him touching me.
"Did you like it?" he whispers into my nape. "Being with a woman again?"
No.
My eyes flutter to a close when he runs his hands up my naked back, leaving trails of heat with every touch.
"Did you think of me, Bible, while you were fucking her?"
Nothing happened, I want to say. I couldn't make myself do anything with Fai in the two days I was at her place.
How could I when the one I kept craving... wanting, was miles away.
His hand slides around my waist and stops at my stomach. I gasp when he slips his hand into my shorts, palming my length.
What the hell am I doing?
Still, I can't make myself push away from his hand. I can't make myself shift away from the heat of his body.
"I thought about you all weekend," he whispers into my hair, his hand jerking me off. "I thought of all the things we never got to do when we were dating. Tell me, Bible... tell me, did you think of me."
A lot.
You have no fucking idea.
I bite into my lip to stop myself from telling him that he was all I could think about all weekend. I stayed locked up in my ex-girlfriend's guest room thinking, dreaming about my ex-boyfriend.
"Jeff, what are you doing?" I manage to say although it comes out in a breathy sigh. A hiss escapes when he tightens his grip around my cock, moving his hand up and down my length in a slowed manner.
"Do you want me to stop?" A hiss slips out when he brushes his thumb against my wet shaft and my back falls slack against his front. My eyes fluttering to a close as he breathes down my neck.
"No," I manage, cursing at myself for having little to no self-control when it comes to this man. "No, Jeff. don't stop."
"Then I won't."
