I get a text from Jeff just as I'm getting off work asking to confirm whether or not I'm still going to his show.
As if I would miss watching my boyfriend perform on stage.
I shoot him a quick text to let him know that I wouldn't miss it for the world.
He and I have been dating for a little over two weeks and it's been a surreal experience. I spend more nights at his house than I do at my own apartment and...
I'm scared that the feelings I have for Jeff are rising to new uncontrollable heights.
Part of me is terrified that he doesn't share my fears. He seems well adjusted to dating a guy than I am. It all looks so easy to him and part of me resents him a little for it.
I arrive at the club Jeff is supposed to play tonight it's packed to the brim. The place is a storm with people chanting his name and I can't help but feel proud of my man for achieving this.
I'm taken straight to the VIP section where I run into some of our friends. Part of me wants to go backstage and cheer Jeff up before he goes on stage but I don't want to be a distraction.
I settle between Apo and Nakhun, and sit back with my drink as I wait for the man of the hour to make an appearance.
All our mutual friends are here and I can read the excitements on their faces. There is no doubt they are just as excited to see Jeff go up on stage as I am.
When Jeff is called to the stage, the crowd roars his name, almost blowing the roof off. It's one of those moments where it feels unreal. I mean, all of us in the VIP section have fans but this is just...wow.
To be fair, he looks so fucking breathtaking under the neon light and when he lifts the microphone to sing, I am reminded of why I have a crush on him in the first place.
Why I feel myself falling in love with this man everyday.
My eyes stay transfixed on him all night as he performs and even when he grows sweaty, and his hair becomes drenched, it doesn't take an inch off his beauty but in fact, adds to it.
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Mine.
Jeff is Mine, I think as he stands on stage to sing.
I can't wait to catch him alone later and run my tongue all over his body. Explore even the places we've yet to explore. My Adam's apple bobs as I watch him on stage and I swallow back the need to jump on stage and claim him in front of all these people.
My mind is on everything that I want to do to the man when we finally get some time to ourselves that I miss it when a man walks up to the stage.
And then my heart stops.
The crowd roars at the man that walks to Jeff. I am vaguely familiar to him but I don't know his name. What I do know, is that Jeff and the guy have acted in a BL film before.
