ruined, but is it?

recurring nightmare

Laying to his back, rain made a face has he started to struggle about in his bed to breathe heavily.
To his roof top 6 years prior,
Rain has his hands to the concrete, to have them be placed face down to be looking to the sky, he then turned his head to eye his parents holding the other close to be smiling, rain couldn't help but to smile also to then turn his head to look right back up.
"When did the news say it was going to start?"
"In a bit rain, be patient."
His father eyed over him to then place a hand to his wife's stomach that was a bit swollen to then rub.
She couldn't help but to laugh to then go about to stand behind rain to place her arms about his neck to look up.
"This is going to be a miraculous night."
Rain straightened up to place his hands to his mother's arms to look up to the sky to nod.
"I think it will be too......."
Flashes started to go through rains subconscious, he then saw in the morning his parents holding hands to be too the edge of the roof to then turn there heads to look to rain with tears falling.
Rain then moved up and quick to breathe and hard to then shake, he then moved his legs to his body to place his forehead to his knees to take in deep breathes has the panic attack went through him.
After, rain was able to let himself go to get up to then go to his shower to have his forehead to the wall, to place his hands to the wall to take in very deep breathes trying not to think of that nightmare he had almost every single day.
Rain then took in a very deep to then step back to then place his head into the water to have it wash itself over him.
Once he was done with his shower, rain stepped out to go to his bedroom to then go to his dresser to get dressed, to then go about to think about all he needed to do that day.
Going to the kitchen, he quietly went about to then fix himself something to eat to open the cabinet to make a face. There wasn't much there anymore.
Shrugging, he then grabbed what he could to then go and fix it, to then be to the table to have a map of Thailand in front of him, to see where he hadent been has of yet.
Mm..... I'm going to have to go a lot further then I really want but......I need to get food.....
Rain then turned his head to eye over his roller blades that were near the door to be happy that noise it made at the cement made these bugs and aliens keep away from him.
Rain then looked back to place down the map to then bring up the calendar.
I can venture out in 3 more days, the sun will be out, just have to time my travel like the other times.
Rain made a hard face to then place that calender down to then turn his head to eye his long windows that had cardboard and varies other things to make sure the aliens couldn't see within and couldn't get in to then slowly get up to go to the window to then move apart a piece to then look about.
Rain then looked to the sky that was cloudy and full of mist, to see the pink and blue swirl about. Rain signed to then peer his eyes slightly more down to dart them to see the aliens flying around a bit, he then peered his eyes down to watch other aliens scurry about, he made a hard face has he saw two trying to eat the other.
Rain then closed his spot to then turn to go to the couch to then place his hand to his head to look forward to think.
I need to go over my guns...... Need to go over my sprays...... Need to go over my products for when I leave and come back......
Rain took in a very deep breathe to then peer his eyes up to his ceiling with a face.
He really didn't like the fact he was alone, rain wished for a friend or a lover.
Rain shook his head to then get up to go to a spare bedroom that was stocked with products, sprays and guns to start to move about.
In the 6 years rain lived through this, he was starting to doubt there was any other humans around. The aliens took the women first to breed more of there kind with the plants, aliens and bugs that could impregnate women to bear there seed to where the women then would die given the human body couldn't deal with the after math, there were also three plants that could get a man pregnant, rain either stayed far away or would kill them off with his home made products.
Pouring things together, rain then set them down to eye. He then pulled his legs to his body to wrap his arms about to look sullenly down.
Happy 22nd birthday...... To me....... The last human on earth.......
Rain closed his eyes to have tears start to fall down.
Mixing things about, he then was standing near the wall to then look through all his guns to then make sure they were all equipped.
After, rain went back to the couch to lay to his side to eye over his television to then take in a very deep breathe, bringing up his watch he looked over the time, to then count down, smiling, he then grabbed the remote to then start the television to place on a movie to take in a very deep breathe.
Really wish...... There are humans left..... Am I the only one?
Rain looked over the movie to eye the other people to then go to his back to eye up to make a very hard face. He honestly didn't know if there were any other humans about, in the last 5 years he hadent seen one and he had ventured out quite far.
Rain then closed his eyes to let more tears fall to then make an anger face.
The last words his parents told him was to survive. However he didn't understand why he should.
Sighing, he then turned his head to look over the television to watch the movie, hating he never went against what his parents wanted.