ruined, but is it?

being a bit more attentive

In the kitchen area, rain had his head hung to be chopping the vegetables to have a long face to dart his eyes about to then sign here and there.
Coming about, payu had a box full of vegetables to then go to rain to place it to the side to eye down to make a face to turn his head a bit to look over rain.
"Still.... Giving me the silent treatment?"
Rain flexed his jaw but didn't say anything.
Payu rolled his eyes to then look to eye over rain cutting the vegetables to then raise his brow a bit to then go about, rain widened his eyes to then gulp.
Payu placed his hands to rains to then start to help to place his body to his to place his chin to his shoulder to eye down.
"Your making the pieces too big."
Rain took in deep breathes to watch over payu who was helping him. Rain then started to shuffle himself about, payu pressed himself further to him.
"I'm here to help you, stop it."
Rain signed to stop to shake his head.
"I.... Don't need your help."
Payu smiled to then turn his head to move his mouth to his neck to rub his bottom lip about.
Rain started to take in very deep breathes to feel his heart flutter. It had been a week since he felt payu.
Moving his mouth away payu looked over rain to then turn his head back to then look down.
"See.... These are better."
"Mm...."
Payu rolled his eyes.
"Stop giving me the silent treatment."
Payu narrowed his eyes has he looked to rain to then start to move his hands back to then take them to his body to start to move them about to start to go lower, rain took in very deep breathes to gulp to sign..
"How......mm..... Were you like this with your..... Fiance?"
Payu stopped touching rain to take in a very deep breathe to then place his forehead to his back..
"Why rain?"
"Was your fiance nothing but his body to you? Or am I..... Just special?"
Payu gritted his teeth.
"How can you say these things to me?"
"I...... Can't keep doing this payu."
"So..... Your being like this...."
"To make you stop payu."
Payu Made a hard face, he then wrapped his arms about rain for him to hang his head to peer his eyes down.
"What the....."
"I really care for you rain. You and my fiance can not compare to the other. And no.... I was not at all like this with him."
Rain gulped to then look back to the pieces of vegetables he had cut to sign.
"Payu..... You need to let go and leave, I have....a lot of work to do."
Payu moved his forehead back and forth on his back.
"So....... We can't be together unless I....... Have said what you did."
Rain started to breathe heavily.
"There just words payu...."
Rain turned his head to peer his eyes down a bit.
"Do you even feel them for me?"
Payu took in very deep breathes to not say a word, rain scoffed to turn his head to look forward to shake his head .
"I need you to let go and go away!"
Payu signed to then hold rain harder.
"Damnit payu you need to...."
Payu then let rain go to have them both turn there heads.
Samuel came in with a box to his hands to eye them to roll his eyes to go to place his box next to rains to then turn to leave.
"You two really need to knock it off."
Payu narrowed his eyes to then look to rain .
"Rain?"
Rain turned his head to look back down to the cut vegetable.
"Just go away payu."
"Rain.... The gem room.... Please. I.... Can't sleep without you."
Rain parted his lips to then turn his head to watch payu leave to sign to then look back to what he was doing to shake his head. Getting his job done, rain was to the corner to be eating his food to have a hard face.
How can I get payu to leave me alone? This is destroying my heart.
Rain then slowly looked up to eye across the room to see payu who was looking at him with a long face. He then immediately hung his head.
Damnit payu! Don't look that way to me! Your the one......God damnit!
Rain placed his bowl to the side to then get up to eye over payu who looked to rain with his brow wide.
Signing, rain motioned with his head to then turn to leave.
Payu got up quickly to follow, Samuel looked up to eye this to roll his eyes to shake his head to look down.
Those two are so ridiculous.
Samuel then looked up to raise an eye brow, a boy was looking at him.
Following rain, the two went to the gem room, for payu to go down to look over rain who had his back to him to have his arms wrapped about.
"Rain?"
"You are.... So......cruel to me payu."
Payu made a hard face to then step to rain to wrap his arms about.
"I really am not trying to rain. I do care for you. So very much. Been even really watching you, your habits have changed a bit but you are the exact same person who let me into his life and has done so much for me."
Rain darted his eyes to look to the floor.
"Being.... Attentive I see."
Payu moved his mouth to his ear to start to nibble.
"Always am when it's you rain."
Rain started to take in deep breathes.
"Then.... What next payu? I'm.....mm... Wanting more."
Payu had moved his hands down to place to his crotch to rub about.
"Mm....we can be rain. Be my..... Boyfriend."
Rains eyes widened to then turn in there embrace to look over payu.
"What?"