ruined, but is it?

so couldn't stop this

Going to the bedroom, rain stopped before the bed to widen his eyes to then make a face has rationality came back to him.
What in the hell am I doing! I'm not gay!
Rain then turned to let payus wrist go to then freeze, payu placed his hands to rains face to then press his lips to his roughly to then slowly move his tongue out from his mouth to then move his head back a bit to then use the tip of his tongue to go about rains lips.
Rain moved his hands to payus arms to grip to squeeze his eyes tightly shut to then shake a bit.
Payu tilted his head more to a side to then slowly open his eyes to look over rain, he then looked to the top of his ears that turned red to then move his head back to eye over him to breathe heavily.
"Rain?"
Rain gulped but kept his eyes tightly shut.
"Hmm?"
Payu then went to his ear.
"Do you....... Want this?"
Rain took in rapid breathes.
"Don't..... Ask...."
Rain placed his hands to payus face to bring his mouth back to his for them to take there tongues out to be swirling them about the others, payu then used his body to start to take rain back to where they then both flopped to the bed to continue to kiss and hard.
Even if payu is not a girl.......fuck! He really can kiss, it's really turning me on.
Rain couldn't help but move his head to either side has this kiss started to really grow, payu then placed a hand to the side of rains head to the bedding, to then place a hand to his crotch to start to move it up and down has he felt rains very hard erection.
Rain couldn't help but to moan and coo.
Payu then took his mouth away to then lean up to then place his hands to the bottom of his shirt to then take it over his head to then throw it to the side to keep his eyes to rain to then tilt his head to the side to look over rains shirt.
Rain gulped.
"I........ Um........I.... Um...... Can't....."
Payu made a hard face.
"I understand..... This should not be...."
Rain placed his hands to payus stomach.
"Can you?"
Payu parted his lips to then place his hands to rains shirt to then start to take it over after rain moved his hands away.
Payu then threw it to the side, to then place his hands to rains pants to start to pull down, rain peered his eyes down to this action to feel his heart beating so very hard against his rib cage.
Payu then moved back to get off the bed to pull down his shorts with his boxers to place to the side.
To then go back upon the bed to slowly crawl to rain while keeping his eyes directly to him.
Rain flexed his jaw to start to breathe very heavily to then go on his forarms to continue to look to payu.
"What..... What are you doing?"
Payu had stopped to then go to his stomach to then eye rains very tall and hard erection to then take a deep breathe.
"Something I'm sure you have never really felt before."
Rain looked to payu confused to then go back down to then placed his hands to his mouth to cover up his hard moans, payu had moved up to place his mouth to rains tip to then down has much of his cock has he could to then place his hand to his own to stroke.
Rains face then started to go very red for him to then move up to place his hands to payus shoulders to then push him off to hang his head to breathe in and hard.
Payu went to his ass to then look over rain.
"What the...."
"Couldn't.... Breathe...."
Payu parted his lips to then raise an eye brow to then move about to go back to his knees, to then grab rains hands to then move them to either side of his body to then place his hand to rains face to then start to kiss at his lips to then start to take him down again.
Payu then used the tip of his tongue to move it side to side to rains top lip, to then do the same with his bottom lip, to then place his tongue into his mouth to then place his hands to rains legs to then bend them to either side of himself to then probe rains hole with his tip to continue to kiss at him. And hard.
Rain moved his head up and down to Furrow his brow has he was trying very hard to make his brain work but it just wasent.
Payu then took his tongue out to then kiss at rains chin to then move about to his neck to then leave more.
Rain had a hand to payus head to grip at his hair to moan softly has he was teasing him from down below to then open his eyes a bit to then feel payus hair band to then take it away.
Payu signed to then move his head back to look over rain.
"Does my hair really need to be placed down for this?"
Rain turned his head to eye the wall.
"....... Yes......"
Payu rolled his eyes to then move back. Rain widened his eyes to then move up on his hands to look over payu has he got off the bed to then turn to then sit to the edge to look forward with a face.
Rain looked him up and down.
"What are you doing?"
"We shouldn't be doing this."
"Your..... Really going to stop this..... Now?"
Payu took in a very deep breathe.
"It shouldn't have started. I'm.... Sorry...."
Rain made a face to watch has payu get up.
"Payu..... Please don't stop......"
Rain widened his eyes to then hang his head to look down.
Why did I say that!?
Payu stopped to then crack a bit of a smile to then turn to eye over rain to then go slowly to him to then crawl upon the bed to be inbetween rains legs to then place his hand to his head to dart his eyes over him.
"Your..... Wanting this?"
Rain made a hard face to turn his head to the side.
Payu moved a bit closer to then move his thumb about his chin.
"Rain?"
Rain gulped.
Payu couldn't help but chuckle a bit at rains cute defiance to then act fast, rain widened his eyes to blink rapidly has he was too his back to look up at payu who darted his eyes over rain has he kneeling down with his arms wrapped about rains legs to have his tip back to his hole to probe.
"Rain.....if you want this.... Again today..... Say what you did earlier."
Rain gulped to make a face to remain silent.
Payu couldn't help but smile and wide to then move down to place his body to rains to continue to look him over to place his tip in but nothing else.
Rain started to whimper a bit to grip at payus shoulders to dart his eyes over him to wiggle his groin a bit.
Payu moved his head over rains to move his both lip back and forth over his.
"Rain.... Say it.... And I'll....."
Rain squeezed his eyes tightly shut.
"Ugh! Please....... Don't stop!"
Payu placed his mouth to rains to then slowly go in, rain wrapped his arms about payus body to go up and down with the friction to moan in bliss with this act to not care about anything else in that moment even though he should.