ruined, but is it?

everything going well until

Darting his eyes, rain took in a deep breathe, has he stood over the stove to be moving the food about the pan, to then take in a deep inhale to move his mouth about.
He then tensed a bit has he heard foot steps.
Rain turned his head to see payu come out with two bags to place to the dining room table to eye them to then look up to eye over rain to then look to the pan.
"I could have...."
Rain shook his head to then look down.
"I got this. You packed the bags with the weapons for us to go gather food today."
Payu smiled a bit to then eye down.
"Oh.... Should I change the sheets on the bed?"
Rain gulped.
"Um.....If you want."
Payu slowly looked up to eye over rains distress.
"Rain..... We really don't need to keep...."
Rain shook his head to then move the pan about to then place the contents to the plates.
"You've been um..... For the last 3 weeks..... You haven't really been having those nightmares so...... But if you don't want to...."
Payu looked rain up and down to then eye the bag to shrug.
"Don't mind the bed over the couch."
Rain then grabbed the plates too go about to then sit down to the dining room table to then push another to him to keep his eyes down to his own.
Payu looked to the food to then eye rain.
"Are.... You still okay with this?"
Rain shrugged.
"Just stay over the pillow wall..... Come on. You need to eat."
Payu nodded to then sit down to consume.
A bit later, the two were outside walking, to be a bit away from the other to be going to the destination.
Payu turned his head to start to look about to then turn his head the other way to then eye over rain who kept his head forward.
Payu then looked forward to eye about.
"Happy it rained before we went out."
Rain nodded to keep going forth.
Payu took in a deep breathe to then look forward. In the last 3 weeks the two slept in the same bed, which did help both not have any nightmares, however it made them be more silent and distant with the other, payu really didn't like that.
Stopping, rain then turned his head to look down the way to a grocery store he had not gone into yet.
Payu went a bit forward to then stop to turn to eye over rain.
"Rain?"
"Mm......I haven't been in there yet."
Rain then turned to go, payu eyed him up and down to then grab a gun from his bag to follow.
Rain looked to the doors to take in a very deep breathe to then turn his head to eye over payu, he looked to rain to nod, rain then looked back to the doors to then slowly open, the two then entered to look about, rain then grabbed a gun for the two to then eye the other to nod, payu went one way, rain the other, going down the aisles, there wasent anything really there, rain then went to another to see there was a bit, he then started to flood his bag with food.
Payu had the same, to then turn to go down another aisle to widen his eyes, down the way there was a lot of food, payu lowered his gun to then go forth to then tense, eyeing down he saw purple blood, that only came out from the aliens.
Breathing heavily, he then turned to grit his teeth to shake a bit at what he was eyeing.
Rain filled his bag, to then place it over his back to then dart his eyes, he turned to look about. He swore he heard muffled screaming.
Rain gulped to then move his gun up to then move and quick..
Going down the aisles, rain then went to the last to then peek his head out to part his lips.
Payu was held up a bit, an alien was holding him up by his collar to eye over, rain then looked to the other side to see the other alien who had his eyes to him, rain then looked about, he knew a plant was not far.
Rain took in a very deep breathe to then move and quick to the open to then start fire.
The one alien then dropped payu to turn to start to go towards rain with the other, for payu to then cough has that alien had his hand to his mouth, to then reach for his bag to open fire.
To his shower, rain was under the water to douse himself all over, even if the aliens didn't touch him, to then turn off the water, to go out to go to a towel to dry himself to then go to his clothes to place on to go to the sink to then start to Brush his teeth.
After, he signed to then go to the door, to then open to look to his bed, payu was up to the wall to be looking about to then turn his head to eye over rain.
Rain looked over payu.
"Did you....."
"I took a through shower like you, burned our clothes, did everything I was suppose to."
Rain smiled a bit to then go to his bed to then go under the covers to go to his side to dart his eyes..
"They um.... Didn't...."
Payu shook his head to then look forward.
"You got there right on time. Thank you."
Rain shrugged to then go to his stomach to place his arms under his head to look forward .
"We've been there for me so....."
Payu continued to eye to then start to move down a bit to then look forward.
"What we both need to do when we're out there."
Rain nodded to then sign.
Should have taken the couch tonight. Haven't in over 3 weeks.....
Rain whimpered a bit.
Payu then turned his head has he heard that to look over rain.
"Rain? Are you okay?"
"Mm.... Fine.... Let's just go to sleep."
Payu nodded to then reach over to the side to turn off the light to keep the very soft one going, to then move away from it to lay to his back to take in deep breathes.
Rain took one of his own to then turn from his stomach to his back to close his eyes to sign.
Go away.... Go away go away.....
Payu shuffled about to then turn to his side to open his eyes a bit to then widen them, he moved slowly up to part his lips has he could see rains huge erection that was pitching quite the tent, he started to breathe very heavily to then go to his back to look to the ceiling.
"Um..... Think I...... Should sleep to the couch."
Rain Furrowed his brow a bit confused.
"Mm... Why?"
"Think you and I both know the reason why....... Um......I can see your..... Really awake rain."
Rain opened his eyes to look over the ceiling to then turn his head to eye to the side.
"What are you talking about?"
"Just.... Look down rain."
Rain turned his head slowly to then do just that to widen his eyes to place his hands to then to groan.
"Ugh......."
Payu then moved up a bit to then turn his head to eye over.
"We're men..... It happens..... You also haven't probably in awhile so..... I'm going to head to the couch."
"But payu..... Your going to....."
"Think one night isn't going to do anything. You have your bed I'll take the couch."
"Payu......I really don't want to..... Have you leave then....."
"Don't think anything will happen tonight. You take care of that, I'll go sleep."
Rain started to whimper in embarrassment.
Payu then started to get up to then place his legs over the edge to then dart his eyes, he then turn his head to look to rain.
"What?"
Rain took in a very shaky breathe in and out.
"Just..... Stay......."
Payu made a hard face to then go back into the bed to then lay to his side to have his eyes to rains huge cock to breathe in shallowly.
"Mm.... Rain?"
Rain signed and hard .
"I don't really want to talk. Let's just go to sleep."
Payu then gulped..
"Well.... Doesn't that.... Hurt?"
"It's just an......I don't want to talk about it......"
Payu took in a deep breathe, to then go a bit closer to the pillow wall to then reach his arm over to hear his hand hovering over rains stomach to then take in deep breathes.
"Rain...... You really helped me today so..... With your....... Permission...... Can I..... Help you?"
Rains lips parted he then moved his hands slowly away to then peer his eyes down to see payus hand hovered over his stomach to take in and out shaky breathes.
Payu then looked up to eye over rain.
"Rain......I won't if you say no just......I really want to help you."
Rain gulped to dart his eyes over this action.
"Um........"