ruined, but is it?

he's acting different

By the end of the week, the two started to become a bit distant with the other, even though they had sex still consistently every single day.
Waking to his side, rain Darted his eyes about to sign, to move a hand out to rub the empty space up and down. Rain was starting to miss waking up next to payu, this week he hadent been there at all.
Making a face, rain then slowly got up to sit to place his hands behind himself to look about, he eyed forward to see the front door open a bit to take in a deep breathe to get out of the bed to go to his bathroom to relieve himself to go to the dresser to place on boxers and a shirt to go about, keeping his head forward he saw payu to the stove to be cooking with his head hung.
Rain kept his movements to go straight to payu to stand to the side to wrap his arms about to dart his eyes about.
"It's.....a bit early for breakfast don't you think."
Payu shrugged to keep his head hung to continue to cook.
"7, isn't to early."
Rain signed to step a bit forward.
"Maybe.... Make that.... Then come back to bed?"
"We should be up rain. Have to go through the weapons anyway."
Rain looked over payu to turn to go to the window, to have his body to the side to keep his arms wrapped, to remove one to place his finger to the paper to move it to eye about to look at the aliens and other things.
Done, payu placed the food to the plates to grab both to turn to take it to the dining room table to look about to eye over rain.
"Rain?"
Rain shrugged without an expression to keep looking forward.
Payu signed to go over to him.
"The food is done."
"Payu...... Why haven't you been....."
Payu darted his eyes over rain.
"Been what?"
Rain gulped to furrow his brow.
"Mm.... Nothing...."
Rain moved the paper over the hole to turn without any facial expression to go about to stop to turn his head to look down, payu caught him by the arm.
"Payu?"
Payu took in a deep breathe to move rain to the window seal, to move over to eye about.
Rain looked him over a bit confused with this.
"Payu?"
Payu moved his free hand to rains face to caress to dart his eyes, to move his head closer to lay his lips to his, rain made a hard face to sign to close his eyes to let payu place his tongue in.
Payu let go of rains arm to place his hands to the bottom of his shirt to move it up, rain and payu moved there heads back to eye over the other a bit breathlessly, for payu to toss the shirt to the side to place his hands to his own to take it over to toss to the side to step closer to dart his eyes about with a very serious and lustful look.
Rain curled his bottom lip inward to bite into it.
Payu placed his forehead to rains to take in a deep breathe.
"You.... Want me?"
Rain Darted his eyes over payu to nod to gulp, he then placed his hands to payus neck to grip a bit to shove his mouth onto his for them to share in a deep kiss, payu and rain then placed there hands to the others boxers to start to take them down has their kiss started to grow.
Holding onto payu, rain had his body to the window, to have his legs to the ledge, to have his arms wrapped about his neck to be moving his head either way to be kissing payu and in full.
Payu moved his hands from the wall, to place them to rains legs to step back to continue to thrust his way in and out hard, to continue to battle his tongue with rains.
Rain moved his hands up to payus hair to grip has he continued to go up and down to tighten his legs around payus waist to breathe and hard into there intertwined mouths.
Rain then moved his off to go to payus ear.
"Mm...... Couch or bed?"
Payu moved his head to the side has rain moved his head back to then place his mouth right back to his to turn them to go to the bed, payu, turned to stand with his back to the bed, to continue to move his cock in and deep into rain.
Rain gasped moans.
"Go...mm... Down....." He said between the kisses.
Payu flopped down, for rain to hunch himself over to squeeze his eyes tightly shut, to move his body up and down that length to keep his mouth to payus, rain didn't know why, but he didn't want to stop kissing him..
Payu placed his hands to rains waist to grip up help him go up and down has he was getting close, rains body tensed, to then release, feeling that, payu couldn't help but to cum has well.
Rain and payu didn't moved for a bit, for rain to take his mouth off to move his head down to place it to payus chest to look over the wall to slowly close his eyes.
Payu looked to the ceiling with a face to then wrap his arms around to close his eyes has well, he hadent been really sleeping lately.
Rain then slowly opened his eyes to dart them about to take in a deep breathe to re close them has he heard payus heart beat to let a smile go to his mouth, he was liking this type of embrace.
Payu furrowed his brow to turn his head to make a face, he was liking this embrace has well however it was making him feel very odd, signing, payu moved rain off to get up to go to the dresser to place on new clothes, rain turned to eye over him..
"Payu?"
"Hungry......."
Rain made a sad face to move himself to the bed to look to the side to sign.
Am I only my body to you payu?
Rain flexed his jaw to go to his back to eye up to shake his head to place a hand to his forehead.
What is going on with you payu? What is it?
Is it....me?
Rain slowly opened his eyes at that realization.