ruined, but is it?

becoming our normal

Sitting to the bon fire, rain had his head hung to be eating his meal with silence, to have ruzie sitting across from him to be eyeing over with a face has she chewed.
Turning her head she saw payu to you sit right next to rain to go to his ear to then peer his eyes to her, ruzie signed to then look down.
Ruzie didn't like that payu and rain grew closer, rain told ruzie it was because of her that such a thing happened without telling her the truth.
Rain then moved his head away to turn it to look over payu who eyed him..
"I know. You need to go she sit somewhere else though. Know ruzie is watching."
Payu couldn't help but to smile to then get up to leave.
Rain watched him go to then look across the fire to see ruzie was looking at him again, he hung his head to finish his meal to go the opposite direction of payu to get ready for bed.
Ruzie watched him go with a sullen face to then look to her bowl to move her food about.
To his sleeping bag, rain laid to his back to have his hands under his head to wait for when every one went to sleep so he could meet payu to there place, he turned his head to look up to widen his eyes.
"Ruzie? What are you...."
Ruzie with her sleeping bag placed it right next to rains to get in to lay to her side to have her back to him to close her eyes.
"Want..... To sleep close to you."
Rain made a hard face to then get up to look across the way to payu who was sitting to his sleeping bag to eye over this with quite the face to eye her then him. Rain shrugged.
Payu rolled his eyes to go down into his sleeping bag to then place his back to rain.
Rain rolled his eyes to go to his back once more to wait this out, has the night started to grow rain couldn't keep his eyes open, he closed them for a moment to accidently fall asleep, jolting forward he placed his hand to his forehead to rub to turn his head to look to payu who was to the side before ruzie to eye over rain with a mad face to turn, rain watched him go to then get up to follow while rubbing his forehead.
"That hurt payu!" Rain said has he got closer.
Payu turned to look over rain.
"Good. Why were you sleeping?"
Rain moved his hand away to then look to payu.
"I'm tired."
"Mm...."
Payu then turned to go to there place, rain signed to then continue to follow payu..
"It's late. I didn't know ruzie was going to do what she did, I'm only human payu."
Payu stopped to then turn to eye over rain.
"Do you have feelings for her?"
Rain looked over payu dumbfounded.
"Has friends."
Payu darted his eyes over rain to place his hands to his face to pull him in for a hard kiss, rain widen his eyes to then place his hands to his chest to push him away..
"Payu....we could be seen."
Payu signed has he looked over rain to place his hand to his to then pull him along.
"I really don't give a shit. Maybe it's something ruzie needs to see you leave you alone."
Rain parted his lips to then hang his head to look down has he was pulled.
To there place, rain was to the floor with there clothes upon it, to have his head to the side to moan in bliss, payu was hovering over him with his mouth to his neck to be kissing, to be slowly thrusting himself in and out of his cavity.
Rain kept his arms wrapped about payus neck to go up and down with the friction to then wrap his legs about has he was growing closer.
Payu moved his mouth from his neck to go to his mouth to give rain very deep kisses with his tongue, the two couldn't help but to swirl them about and hard against the other.
Rain then tensed to cum in-between them, payu couldn't help but to cum straight and hard into rains cavity. The two kept there tongues in the others mouth to kiss and hard to eventually let the others tongue go for payu to move down to place his head to rains chest to listen to his heart to take in deep breathes, rain slowly moved his legs down to place them to either side of payus body to keep his arms wrapped about him to lift his head up a bit to take in long deep breathes.
"Tell me rain."
Rain peered his eyes down.
"What?"
"You don't love ruzie."
Rain rolled his eyes to then look to the ceiling.
"You know who I..... Moronically love.."
Payu smiled and wide.
"Maybe. Who is it?"
Rain turned his head to take in deep breathes.
"No "
Payu looked up.
"No?"
"Payu.... Let's just go to sleep please. We keep doing this every day. Why I'm so tired. Can't keep staying up."
Payu looked over rain to place his ear back to his chest to listen to his heart.
"I know..... Would be better if we could just leave this place and go back to yours."
Rain signed.
"Told you why no payu. Get it out of your head."
"We wouldn't have to be staying up late to then come here to sleep together and wouldn't have to deal with all these people."
"We wouldn't have to deal with anyone but our selfs payu. No. I want to be around others. I also don't want to fight for survival but actually start to have a life a bit."
Payu closed his eyes to nod.
"Can understand that but rain......I know ruzie will eventually find out what we are doing. Then what?"
Rain shrugged.
"Don't want to talk about that now, want to sleep "
Payu signed.
"Fine...."
Rain turned his head to make a hard face.
"It's.... You...."
Payu opened his eyes to look up.
"What is?"
Rain shuffled his head about a bit.
"I moronically...... Hate..... Love you."
Payu rolled his eyes to close them once more.
"You don't hate me.... But.....mm... Let's go to sleep "
Rain nodded has the two did just that.