ruined, but is it?

a bit akward

The next morning, rain took in a deep breathe to then slowly open his eyes to dart them about, to then make a confused face, he was feeling weighted by something very warm.
Peering his eyes down they widened at what he saw, payu was to his body to have his head to his chest, arm wrapped about, to be slowly breathing in and out.
Rain flexed his jaw to then without thinking place his hands to payu to then push him away to then move too quick to then fall out of bed.
Payu moved up to dart his eyes about to then move to the edge of the bed to then look down to tilt his head to the side has his semi long hair went about his face.
"What are you doing?"
Rain made a face to then place his hand to his lower back to rub has he hit his butt a bit to hard.
"Being stupid I believe."
Signing, rain then got up to then turn to go to his dresser to then grab some clothes, to turn to go to the bathroom.
Payu moved up to eye the back of the bathroom door to dart his eyes to then flop to his back to make a face.
Signing, he then got up to go about to make breakfest.
After his shower, he got dressed for rain then went to go brush his teeth to look himself over the mirror to shake his head.
Ugh! You woke up with payu on you!
Rain then bend over to spit to the sink to then place his tooth brush away to then go about.
To the dining room, rain then went to the table to sit down to eye it, he felt very embarrassed.
Payu finished the food to then go to the table to then place the plate before rain to then sit with his to look down, he didn't really know what to say after last night.
The two were in a very awkward situation.
Rain took in a deep breathe to then dart his eyes about his food has he swirled it.
"So um....... What did you dream about last night?"
Payu signed.
"I really don't want to talk about it."
"Could you just tell me one thing?"
Payu made a sullen face.
"I had a nightmare about my fiance."
Rain made a hard face.
"I'm sorry."
Payu shrugged.
"Things like that are just going to happen."
Rain nodded to then start to eat his food to then finish quick to then take it to his sink to place it in to then go about, payu looked up to eye him.
"Where are you going?"
Rain stopped before his bedroom door to hang his head.
"After last night.... Think it would be best to spend time apart."
Payu parted his lips to then sign to look down has rain went to his bedroom.
Rain then went to his bed to look over it to then grab his bedding to then switch it to take it to the laundry room to then place them in to have to wait until later when those things were asleep, he then went to his bed to go to the middle, to then lay to his back to eye over the ceiling.
Why did I have him sleep in my bed? Why did I comfort him like that?
Rain placed his hands to his eyes to rub. He felt weird.
To the window, payu moved the piece of paper away to then look about to see the plants to the ground, with the aliens to then look up to eye the bugs flying around, he gritted his teeth to then ball his hands into fists. He really dispised them all.
Payu then placed the piece of paper over the hole to then go to the couch to sit to the edge to place his elbows to his legs to eye down with a sullen face. After the dream last night payu really didn't want to be left alone however he did feel a bit akward go be around rain after what happened last night and this morning.
Payu took in a deep breathe to then go to the weapon room to keep himself occupied.
To his room, rain went through his dresser that was very well organized to do it all again to keep himself occupied.
Getting up, he then turned his head to look to the clock to eye the time to sign to then go about.
At least it's lunch time.
Rain went out, to then stop. Payu was already there before the stove to make something to eat.
Rain hung his head to then walk to the dining room table to then sit to continue to eye down.
Payu turned to then eye over rain to the table to then go back to the stove to then make more, not knowing rain had come out.
Finished, he then plated to go to place it before rain to then sit to place his before him to then sit, the two kept there heads hung to eye there food, both really didn't know what to say.
Rain then made a face to dart his eyes over the food.
"So..... How much food do we still have?"
"Mm....a bit. We will have to go gather more probably next month."
Rain nodded.
"Mm.... Tonight, you should take the bed."
Payus Lips parted to slowly look to rain.
Really?
"Um.... That's okay. I can take the couch."
"I insist."
Payu darted his eyes over rain to then look down to make a face.
"Um.....if your okay with it. How about we both take the bed."
Rain darted his eyes to then swirl his food about.
"I... Don't know if that's okay."
"I'll follow the pillow wall rule. Kind of..... Don't want to sleep alone after last night "
Rain darted his eyes to then slowly start to eat.
"Guess.... Just for tonight. Do not go over the pillow wall."
Rain then got up finishing half of his food to then go back to his bedroom with what he was feeling.
Payu watched him go to then hang his head to shake it.
Why did I suggest this? Ugh! Nothing good is going to come of this at all.
Payu then started to eat his food.
I'll follow the pillow wall rule, I am not going to do anything, regardless of what I'm starting to semi feel for rain. Which I need to kill off because he is not at all gay. Need to respect that.