ruined, but is it?

doing something nice

Furrowing his brow, payu made a face has he was laying to the couch, to hear a bit of a loud noise, he then opened his eyes to dart them about, to then get slowly up to then turn his head to the side to widen his eyes a bit.
"Rain?"
Rain tensed to take in a deep breathe to dart his eyes about what he was too be making, to then take it to plate, to then grab both to then take it to the table..
Rain sat to eye down.
"I made...... Breakfest this morning, come and eat."
Payu nodded to then move about to sit to the edge of the couch to then grab his hair tie from his wrist to then place it to his semi long hair to put it up into a tight bun, to then grab his shirt from the side to then walk about.
Rain slowly looked up to eye over rains bare chest, to then look down to sign.
I will never be able to throw him out..... At least not easily, he is so very muscular.
Payu raised an eye brow has he saw that too then place on his shirt to then go to the table to then sit to eye about.
"Mm..... This looks really good. Thank you."
Rain nodded to then place a hand to the back of his neck to then rub has he remembered what happened last night.
"Um.....I was also wondering if I can ask for your help with something."
Payu looked up to eye over rain questionable.
"Oh?"
"I need to go through all of my ammunition and other things, it's a two person job."
"Thought you didn't want me to go into that room."
Rain shrugged.
"Don't think anything will happen from this one time."
Payu couldn't help but to smile to then look down.
"I can do that."
Rain took in a deep breathe to then start to chew at his food, to hope this would take payus mine off what was talked about last night.
After breakfest, the two did the dishes together in silence for rain to then wash and dry his hands to go about to then start to go to that room. Payu turned his head to then wash and dry his hands to then follow.
Rain got in front of the door to then take a long necklace from himself that held a key to the lock to undo to then place it back to open the door.
Payu widened his eyes, it was full of guns, bullets and things to make chemically.
"Wow......"
Rain shrugged.
"I do live by a place that carried most of this."
Rain then went inside to start to go about, payu then went in to keep looking about, he then went to the wall to grab a gun to eye over it. Rain turned to eye payu to become a bit nervous.
Payu looked over the gun to then place it back down to then go to the other side to look at the things you could make chemically.
"You are very well stocked rain, I'm impressed."
Rain looked payu up and down he then grabbed a gun to then look back to payu.
"Catch."
Payu turned instantly to then grab to then grab the box of bullets.
"Mm.... Good reflexes."
"Think you have to have them in these times." Payu lightly laughed.
Rain nodded to then grab a gun to sit to the wall to then start to fill it. Payu then went from where he was too then sit right next to rain to do the same, rain stopped to then look down to eye there knees touching.
Payu placed the bullets in, to then turn his head to eye rain to then look down to then roll his eyes, he then moved over.
"You have had to touched another guy before rain."
"Not a gay one "
Payu made a face to then look back at rain who was filling his clip.
"What about your friends that were gay that you spoke of?"
"I never touched them, they didn't touch me. We...... Weren't friends for very long."
Payu lightly laughed to then turn his head to eye his clip.
"Well, being homophobic, has you are, I wouldn't want to be your friend for long either."
Rain flexed his jaw. To then sign.
Payu turned his head to eye over a mad looking rain.
"Can I ask you something?"
Rain stopped filling the clip to then look forward to dart his eyes.
"Maybe...."
"I'm generally curious. What do you have against Gay men? We usually keep to ourselves, or...... Do you think we are going to turn you?"
Payu elbowed rain to then start to laugh.
Rain snapped his head to the side to look at payu.
"Not funny!"
Payu moved down his elbow to continue to eye rain.
"Well .... What is it then?"
Rain made a confused face to look down.
"I guess it's because I just don't get it. My parents tried to explain it to me but.... Two men? What's the point? You can't the other pregnant or...."
"Ah..... So you're going with the whole, love can only be with a man and a woman because of the getting pregnant ploy, I believe you think two men having sex is just for fun.... Well.....I can't say it isn't, but there is love there rain, rather you can get the other pregnant or not."
Rain then looked to payu.
"My.... Grandmother was very religious...... Maybe I'm like this because of her but......I still just don't see the point."
Payu shrugged to then look back to his gun.
"You really don't have to. Just don't be an asshole."
Rain took in a deep breathe to then look back to his gun.
"Haven't you tried to be..... Straight?"
Payu made a hard face.
"That's not who I am rain, I like men. Least I did before they were taken all away with....."
Payu slowly took down his gun to eye the floor has he thought of his fallen lover.
Rain peered his eyes to the side to eye over payu to feel bad again.
"Um..... We need to get this done with all the guns, also can you help me mix my concoctions? I still want to know what you have made so I know how to...."
Payu shook his head.
"Nope. I will never tell. Got to have something you want, so you don't kick me out." He lightly chuckled.
"We will still see about that. Um also......I know you've been sleeping on the couch for the last month, we can change, you can take the bed, I'll get the couch tonight."
With everything I really need to vent my frustrations.
Payu nodded to then smile, he placed the gun down to then wrap his arms about rain to then move him back and forth.
Rain widened his eyes.
"What the...."
Payu rolled his eyes to then let him go.
"Thank you, I will take you up on that also..... Just because I touch you rain doesn't mean a thing. You need to get over this homophobic thing. I think I can help."
Rain darted his eyes to then move up a gun to then point it to payu.
"No!"
Payu couldn't help but to laugh to then place his hand to that gun to lower it.
"You just keep showing this gay man your gun." He laughed has he was being dirty minded.
Rain widened his eyes to then shake his head to get up to head to the bathroom, he needed to get away from payu.
"Ugh...... Disgusting."
Payu watched him go with a smile to then continue to fill the clips.
Living with this guy is going to be so fun.