ruined, but is it?

don't ever ever do that ever again!

Early in the morning, payu and rain were to the weapon room to gather what they could, to place to there large back packs to place to there backs, rain got up up then widen his eyes to stumble back a bit, payu eyed over that to go to him and quick to help, rain turned his head to look over payu..
"Um.... Thank you."
Payu smiled and wide.
"No worries."
Rain Darted his ears over payu to then start to move his head closer to then stop to widen his eyes.
What the Fuck is wrong with me!
Payu couldn't help but to laugh to then move rain about to place a hand to his face to caress.
"So cute."
Rain made a face has payu tilted his head to the side to lay his lips to his.
Payu then moved back to eye over rain..
"We need to go. Let's continue later."
Rain watched payu leave to narrow his eyes to then turn his head to look down to make a face..
But I'm hard now! Damnit!
Rain rolled his eyes to turn to leave.
Gathering everything they needed in the dining room, the two made there way through the hallways to be outside to walk about, payu kept his head forward to turn it everyway to keep his gun to one hand to then look forward, rain was to his side to do the same to not at all be happy with how they left things.
Rain peered his eyes to payu to make a face.
What you did earlier was not.....
Rain looked forward to sign..
Only thing he did was kiss you then you act like that.
Payu turned his head to look over rain who sounded like he growled to eye him confused.
"Rain?"
Rain shook his head to continue forward a bit harder, payu watched him go quicker to then match his speed..
"Rain? What is going on?"
"Nothing. We need to hurry up."
Payu raised an eye brow to watch rain go a bit faster to shake his head to continue to go after.
Inside of a building, the two went there separate ways to look for food to place what they had to there back packs, rain got up to place his back pack on to eye about to then start to go about to look for payu, going down an aisle he stopped to the head of it to look down to see payu kneeling to place his food away..
Rain Darted his ears to have what happened earlier and what he had been thinking for some time come into play.
Hmmm.......I wonder if your fiance and you...... Would in a place like this......
Rain then looked about.
Don't think there any of those things around..... Want to be the first to.....
Rain furrowed his brow to then turn his head to then step down, not understanding what was going on with himself but he couldn't seem to stop it.
Hearing foot steps, payu turned his head to eye over rain to smile, he turned his head back to get up to place his back pack on.
"Think I got a lot today and..... What are you doing!?"
Rain went to payu to turn him has he had done to him several times, to push him to the stack to eye him over..
"Getting you back."
Rain placed his body to payus to wrap his arms about to crush his mouth to his to then take his hand down to place it to payus crotch, payu kept his eyes open to widen, then memories of his fiance came flooding to his mind, he placed his hands to rains chest to push him off and hard to look him over in anger.
Rain parted his lips to look him over, not understanding why he was so mad..
"Pay....u?"
Payu moved an hand out to point.
"Stay away from me when we are out here like this! What the hell is wrong with you! Disgusting!"
Rain froze to then start to breathe heavily to hang his head to look down.
Payu turned to leave. Rain wrapped his arms about himself to then make a very hard face of his own to shake his head.
What the Fuck is wrong with me! What we have been doing is disgusting! What the hell is the matter with me! I'm not gay! And... And...
Rains body trembled has his mind started to go into a very dark place with everything they had been doing..
Stopping a few feet away from the aisle, payu had his head hung, hands balled to either side of himself to take in a deep breathe to place his hand to his forehead.
Rain is not...... He doesn't know......
Payu signed to turn to eye over rain who kept his head hung to have a very serious look to his face, has he started to pass payu tried to place his hand to his shoulder to get it dismissed.
Payu made a face to turn to follow. Going back was very silent, going back into the apartment, payu closed the door to then turn to eye over rain who started to take his things off, payu placed the spray bottle to the side to walk to him to eye him over .
"Rain.... We need to..."
"Fuck off!"
Payu parted his lips to see rain turn to go to his bedroom to lock the door to head straight to the shower to sanitize himself.
Outside the door, payu stripped to place all his clothes to the fire to watch it burn to straighten up to turn to eye over rain who was fully clothed, to have his head hung with no expression.
"Rain....I...."
"Why are you always....... Go sanitize!"
Payu made a hard face to then go about for rain to do the same but gave him a wider space. He watched that to shake his head.
Turning he went to the bathroom to go to the shower to sanitize himself to feel bad for what happened.
After, he only wrapped a towel about himself to then go about to the living room to look about, rain was to the dining room table, his skin was beet red, for payu to then step to him to eye down.
"Rain..... We really need to talk about...."
Rain shook his head to continue to eye his bowl of food.
"It won't ever happen again. Not ever!" He said in a stern voice.
Rain then placed his hands to the table to push himself away to go to about payu to then stand under the door frame, payu turned to eye over him.
"Another thing, wear clothes from now on! Just because we're guys doesn't mean I want to see...... Your disgusting junk! Makes me sick!"
Payu widened his eyes to sit down to keep his eyes where rain left slamming the door to lock it to shake his head.
What the hell is wrong with him! Just because of what happened in the grocery store does not mean he can..... Act that way!
Payu gritted his teeth to then get up to go straight to the door. He was not going to stand for this type of behavior.