ruined, but is it?

you really want this?

To the couch, rain was sitting to one side to have his elbow to the arm rest, to have his head to his hand to be reading his book.
Payu to the other side to be looking forward to watch a movie that was very low in sound to then turn his head to look over rain who placed his book to the coffee table to eye over it to sign.
Payu took in a deep breathe.
"Rain..... Your really over thinking this."
"Mm....I just don't want this to hurt."
Payu darted his eyes over rain to then look to the book.
"We..... Really don't need to do this. A bit confused why all of a..... Rain?"
Rain got up to then go to the kitchen to then start in on something to eat.
"I'm..... Going to make something to eat then...... Let's get this over with."
Payu turned to keep his eyes to rain to then place his arms to the edge of the couch.
"Rain...... Why do you want to...."
Rain took in a deep breathe to start to open cabinets.
"Payu, I don't want to talk about it. Want to make dinner though."
"Can you at least tell me why you suddenly want to do this given all your protesting from before."
Rain made a face to then grab some food to start to work on dinner.
Payu narrowed his eyes has the silence was continuing.
"Rain......"
"Payu, I'm making dinner then we're..... Um..... Don't over think this please."
Payu signed to then turn about to look to the television to then eye the clock..
"I don't want to..... Start this until the time those things are asleep."
Rain Furrowed his brow a bit confused to then turn his head to look across the way.
"Why?"
"Yourll understand when it's time."
Rain shrugged to then complete dinner for them to then enjoy it, to then be to the couch, rain couldn't help but to fall asleep, payu fell asleep also to then wake up about the time of when those things were to be asleep, to then turn his head to eye over rain.
Payu shrugged to then go to him to pick him up to then take him to the bedroom, laying him down under the covers he looked over him to shake his head .
I still have no idea why you wanted to......
Payu then started to get up to then widen his eyes to turn his head to look down to his wrist to see a hand about it to then slowly look to rain who was staring at payu.
"Is it..... Time?"
Payu took in a deep breathe.
"Rain. We're both tired. I don't fully understand why you...."
"I..... Just want to have one time where it doesn't hurt. That's all."
Payu darted his eyes up and down.
"Then we just shouldn't. We both made the other promise rain and......"
Rain signed and hard to peer his eyes up to make a hard face..
"It also...... Feels good..... There i fucking said it!"
Payu raised an eye brow.
"Oh."
Rain then placed his hands to his eyes to rub to feel very embarrassed.
Payu then turned his head to look forward.
"We...... Do this..... You can't kick me out."
Rain slowly took his hands away to then move up to eye over payu.
"I'm...... Wanting this payu. I won't throw you out."
Payu took in a deep breathe to then turn his head to look over rain.
"You need to know, I don't like you in that way. My heart belongs to my fiance. I'm also not forcing you in any way like...."
Rain looked down.
"Noted....... Can we......"
Payu darted his eyes over rain to see he faltered a bit.
"Rain......I do like you though..... Like a friend."
Rain took in a deep breathe to then raise his head to look to payu.
"Okay."
Payu moved a bit closer to rain.
"Are you sure about this?"
Rain started to take in deep breathes to nod.
"Just...... For the last um time.... Don't make it hurt."
Payu darted his eyes over rain to start to move closer for rain to then take his hand to payus hair to then take his hair tie out, payu then tilted his eyes to tilt his head to the side a bit to then move his bottom lip to rains.
Rain parted his lips to then squeeze his eyes tightly shut has payu moved his mouth fully to his to start to kiss rain slowly to then move it a bit rougher to place his hands to rains chest to then push him down slowly.
Rain moved his mouth with payus to be lost in the moment has this kiss started to grow with there tongues.
Payu then took his mouth off to move up to place his hands to his shirt to then take it over his head to then grab rains hands to place them too his warm body to run them about to then place them too either side of rains head to start to move his body on rains, rain took in very deep breathes to gulp has he started to grow very hard.
Payu couldn't help but to smile to then place his mouth back to rains to keep grinding upon.
A bit later, rain was to his stomach, to have his forehead to the bed, to have his hands gripping the bedding and hard to have his lower up to feel payus tongue inside his anal cavity.
Rain then turned his head to the side to moan and hard.
Payu took his tongue out to then place two fingers in to prepare rain to look up at him to smile a bit, his moaning was very cute.
"Nn......payu..... I'm.... Going to...... Cum!"
Rain couldn't help but to shot his load onto the bed to breathe heavily.
Payu moved to his knees to take his fingers slowly out to then move a hand about to grab rains cum to then place it about his hole, rain turned a bit to look down.
"What are you doing!?"
"Since we don't have any lube, this will work also. You don't want this to hurt, right?"
Rain made a hard face to then look to the wall.
"Mm...."
Payu then looked down to rub his tip to rains hole for rain to lift his head up a bit to coo.
Payu slowly eyed up to then move to place his body to rains to look over him.
"You.... Really want this?"
Rain nodded.
"Aah..... For the last time.....mmm. Please don't stop....."
Payu moved his groin back to then start to go inch by inch in.
Rain tensed, for payu to then stop to be too his ear to then place his hands over his.
"Breathe with me rain. Relax."
Rain breathed with payu for him to fully enter to start to thrust very slowly, rains eyes went into the back of his head has he adjusted to payus cock to move his body with payus to feel the true height of pleasure with this sort of action to continue to moan and loud to understand why payu wanted to do this at this hour.
Payu took out his tongue to then lick about rains ear lobe to keep thrusting slow to then start to kiss at rain.
"Ah..... You feel so.....mm.... Good rain....."
"Nn....... You actually.....mm.... Feel good too..... Going to....aah..... Cum again."
Payu tensed to then start to thrust a bit harder.
"So am I.......aaah....."
Payu couldn't help but to fill rain for rain to then explode his seed everywhere for the two to then fall asleep from everything that had occurred.