ruined, but is it?

shit!

Sitting near the bon fire, rain had his brow furrowed to think about everything that happened between him and payu and Samuel a bit ago.
Gathering his food, Samuel sat to look up at rain to look him over to then go to look at payu who sat a bit away from everyone to be looking down to eat, Samuel looked back to rain to look down to his food.
He didn't really know how to process what he saw, Samuel really liked payu.
Rain then ate all his food to then get up to go about to the kitchen to place his dish away to go about to then stop to the door way to look over Samuel has he held his bowl.
"Yes?"
Samuel took in a deep breathe to then place his bowl to the side to then grab rain by his wrist to then lead him off, looking up at the right moment, payu widened his eyes at this.
Going somewhere secluded, Samuel stopped with rain behind him to breathe heavily to have his head hung to then take in very deep breathes.
Rain looked over Samuel confused to then move his wrist about a bit.
"Samuel? What's going on?"
Samuel let rains wrist go to wrap his arms about himself to turn to him.
"I saw."
Rain looked to Samuel confused.
"Saw what?"
"You..... And payu..... Having sex."
Rains whole body shivered for him to then gulp to hang his head to look down..
"You..... Followed us?"
"That I did...... Are you two.....a couple?"
Rain turned his head slightly to start to take very deep breathes.
Samuel looked over rain.
"You know I like payu.....if you two are just..... Experimenting, can you stop so I can please go after him?"
Rain moved his head up to look over Samuel with a bit of anger.
"We are not experimenting! I love him! He just..... Doesn't love me back! You are going to stay away from him Samuel!"
Samuel widened his eyes has rain said all of that in a rush to then look down has his heart was pounding against his rib cage.
"Then why..... Are you two still having sex if he doesn't love you rain?"
Rain peered his eyes to the side has his heart started to sink..
"Samuel, you know nothing about us."
"Mm true.... Well..... Okay....I don't understand but..... There it is, I'm not trying to become your or payus enemy, I just really like him rain. Maybe you need to think of ways to really let him go."
Rain looked up to Samuel to watch him go about him to stay where he was to place his hands to his eyes to rub them groan.
He then heard foot steps behind him.
"Samuel, I think I really need a minute here."
Rain made a confused face has he felt something to his head playing with his hair.
He took his hands away from his eyes to then turn his head slightly to look over payu.
"What...."
Rain then was dragged by his wrist to another secluded spot to be shoved to a wall to have payu place his hands to his face to be in a deep kiss, rain darted his eyes about him, they just had sex a bit ago.
Rain placed his hands to payus chest to then try to push him away to no avail, didn't help payu held his ground and hard.
Rain tensed has he felt that tongue go inside his mouth to be swept away a bit, rain closed his eyes to then swirl his tongue about payus to then feel payu take his hands from his face to then go to his pants, rain furrowed his brow in a bit of anger.
Damnit! This really does need to stop! We are not even talking just keep having sex and not addressing the issue!
Rain tried to pay payu away again for his whole body to quiver has payu placed his hands to rains huge cock to draw it out to then stroke to take his tongue out of his mouth to then go to rains ear.
"Can feel..... Your push rain, do you want me?"
Rain breathed heavily has he felt his erection be sensually stroked to sign and hard.
"God! I hate you!"
Payu couldn't help but to laugh a bit to then turn rain about to place his hands to his pants to pull them down a bit with his boxers to take out his endowed cock to start to slowly go in, rain placed his hands palm down to the wall to then feel payu place his fingers through to start to thrust himself in and out to be right back at rains ear .
"You need to realize something rain, I do care about you! You are also mine! I will also never ever feel anything for Samuel! Nnn!"
Payu placed his forehead to rains shoulder to go and quick.
Rain placed his forehead to the wall to dart his eyes about.
"This is just....mm..... Sex! Need to......aaah.... Stop this!"
Payu laughed to keep thrusting.
"Uh.....huh......"
Payu took a hand run rains to then place to his throat to turn his head for the two to share in a deep kiss. After, payu sat with his body to the wall to have rain to him to have his arms and legs wrapped about for them to look forward, rain signed.
"Let me go payu....."
"You've had a few times you could have ended or stopped this, now it's not your choice. Mm.... We do have to talk about Samuel, he knows, sure eventually with jealousy with us he will talk or black mail us, that is not what is going to happen."
Rain then hung his head.
"Payu..... Did you love your fiance?"
Payu widened his eyes to look to rain.
'yes..... Why are you....."
"He loved you right?"
"Very much, why are you...."
Rain turned his head has tears were falling.
"This relationship we are in is not at all fair to me, I love you and you only care for me, does that seem fair to you?'
Payus body shook to then look down to remain silent, he really didn't know what to say.