ruined, but is it?

a bit confused

Taking in a deep breathe, rain slowly opened his eyes to dart them about, to then wince to place his hands over his ears to curl up a bit.
Rain then curled up to make a hard face.
He then moved his head up a bit has he saw his bedroom door start to open to then narrowed his eyes.
Payu came out to Streach to then lay his arms down to either side to then turn his head to widen his eyes a bit over rain to then gulp to turn his head to look forward, rain watched him go to shake his head to hold himself more together, he didn't have noise canceling head phones.
After an hour, rain whimpered to then move his hands away from his ears to then go to his back to breathe in deep.
"Thought you were.... Nice....."
Rain darted his eyes when he didn't get a answer to then move up to turn his head to look to the side to see payu sitting down with his head hung to be eating, rain rolled his eyes to then get up to hang his head to make a face, he could feel his dry cum in his boxers.
Making a face, rain then went to his bedroom to change to then go about to eye the dining room table that had food to it.
Least he was nice to make me something.
Rain signed to then sit down to then look up to see payu get up to go to the sink..
Rain raised an eye brow, to then hang his head to grab his fork to then dig in to sign.
Payu then placed his hands to his head phones to take them down to have to his neck to then do the dishes to feel disgusting after what he did last night.
Finishing his food, rain then got up to place the dish to the sink to then look to the head phones.
"Where did you....."
Payu moved away a bit has rain raised his hand to try and touch the head phones, rain widened his eyes has he saw that response to then lower his hand.
"Payu?"
Payu shook his head to then finish the dishes to then turn to leave.
Rain turned to eye him going to the bedroom to close the door, to then look over it.
What is going on?
Rain then turned to go to the big window to then look down to see the aliens walking about. He saw a lot of them decaying from the morning rain.
Good you little assholes.
Rain darted his eyes to then turn to go to the kitchen to look about the cabinets to make a face. Food was becoming scarce again..
Rain then turned to then go to the bedroom door to then start to knock.
Payu to the bed, was to his stomach to have a pillow under his head to make a hard face, he was struggling for what he did last night. Payu also felt like he betrayed his fiance rather there was that one promise or not he had made.
Rain darted his eyes to then knock again a bit harder.
"Payu? You cant be asleep again."
Payu took in a deep breathe to then go to his back to look up at the ceiling.
"What is it rain?"
Rain narrowed his eyes to then place his hand to the nob to then open the door, payu placed the pillow over his head.
Rain went in to then go to stand to the edge to eye over him.
"What are you doing?"
"What do you want?"
Rain raised an eye brow over his tone. Making a face rain then hung his head to wrap his arms about himself.
You haven't really been nice to him...... Rather I understand about being gay or not, I've really been..... Mean.....
Rain then slowly peered his eyes up to then go closer to payu.
Payu tensed to then move the pillow away to then look down.
"What did you...."
Rain couldn't help but to smile a bit to then poke payu to his side to then start to tickle him a bit.
Payu thrashed a bit to then get up to his knees to then place his hands to rains to then look down.
"Don't..... I'm very ticklish."
Rain looked him over.
"Really...."
Payus eyes widened to then slowly peer them up to then be tossed to his back to thrash about a bit, rain didn't know why he did what he did, but he got on payu to then tickle him to either side to lightly laugh. He hadent had this much fun for the last 6 years.
Payu kept thrashing a bit to either side to keep his laughs low to then place his hands to rains for them to wrestle a bit, payu then was able to grab ahold of rain to then move him about to his back to place his hands to his wrists to lay his arms to either side to Hover over him for them both to be breathing hard.
Payu widened his eyes at rains heavy breathing to then have his ears turn red, he then turned his head to look to the wall to feel embarrassed.
Rain looked over him a bit confused to then roll his eyes, still not understanding why payu was acting like this .
"Mm.....I looked at my cabinets, we need to prepare."
Payu turned his head to look down.
"Prepare?"
"Yes. Need to go and gather food and....."
Rain then darted his eyes up and down at payu. He then thrashed about in his grasp to then get up to move back to eye down, payu still to his knees looked over rain to tilt his head to the side.
"Um......yeah so.... Need to go get food."
Payu darted his eyes to then nod to go to sit criss cross.
"Okay, how long does it take for you to prepare?"
"Mm, about two weeks, you're going to help through it all since you are eating has well."
"Of course."
Rain nodded to then get up to go about, payu turned his head to watch him go.
"Um..... Tonight you're going to take the bed again."
Payu widened his eyes to then raise an eye brow.
Is he going to....... Again? Is it because we were just..... Is he..... Really straight?
Payu darted his eyes to then go to the side to then lay to his back to look up.
Mm..... I'm quite curious to what porn he was watching...... Doesn't really matter if he is gay or not, nothing is going to happen between us just...... Don't know..... Just curious.....