Au: HEY READERS IT'S MOTHER'S LOVE FIRST ANNIVERSARY. THANK YOU FOR SUPPORTING ME KAHIT ALAM NYONG WALA NA AKONG GINAWA KUNDI SAKTAN KAYO SA MGA KWENTO KO. I DO REALLY HOPE NA SANA HANGGANG DULO ANDYAN KAYO. WE HAVE FEW MORE CHAPTERS, YET, END WAS COMING....
I was cleaning Daddy's Room here sa hospital. I saw his wallet and i opened it. I saw a Flashdrive and i was so curious about it.
I insert it on my PC then i browse it. While browsing it i saw this Folder named IM SORRY.
I opened it and i saw a lot of pictures of me and Mommy. It was taken 2 years ago sa Hawaii. Also, he have a lot of Letters on Microsoft word saying IM SORRY ANAK.
GRACIE,
HI HONEY, HOW YOU DOIN? YOU FEEL GOOD? HOW'S YOUR DAY MY DEAR BABY? SANA OKAY LANG KAYO NG MOMMY MO DYAN SA HAWAII. I WISH I COULD SPEND MY TIME WITH YOU ANAK. ALSO IT'S YOUR 16TH BIRTHDAY. HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN MY BABY. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I HOPE, PAG NAG KITA TAYO NAPATAWAD MO NA AKO, IM SORRY HONEY, DAHIL HINDI NA AKO MAKAPAG MESSAGE SAYO, DINELETE NI CINDY YUNG ACCOUNT KO AND SHE ACTUALLY MONITORING MY PHONE. YOU KNOW, MAY KAPATID KA NA, HIS NAME WAS CLYDE. HE'S CUTE LIKE YOU. PERO ANAK KAHIT MAY IBANG BABY NA SI DADDY DITO, IKAW PA DIN ANG NAG IISANG PRINSESA NG DADDY. WALANG MAKAKAPALIT SA POSISYON MO BILANG BUNSO KO. ANAK MAG IINGAT KA PALAGI HA, AND IM REALLY REALLY SORRY. I LOVE YOU BABY TAKE CARE ALWAYS
LOVE,
DADDY
He's writing some letters for me. Pero hindi nya alam kung paano isesend. Even kay Mommy, he was writing some letters. Tuwing anniversary nila at tuwing birthday ni Mommy. Bakit ngayon ko lang nalaman to nung huli na ang lahat.
I feel so blank, asking myself what did i do to feel this kind of pain?
Staring at the ceiling, i feel so numb hearing his pulse beating with the machine.
"Why?" I asked as i walk towards my father
Pinipilit kong hindi umiyak, pero hindi ko magawa.
"Bakit ngayon ko lang nalaman? Bakit pinili kong maniwala sa kung anong opinyon ko?" I asked
"Daddy, please wake up, i need youu" i begged
"Wala si Mommy, and I can't even afford to lose you, malapit a akong grumaduate and i need someone to accompany me" sambit ko
"Daddy Im sorry" i cried
"Sorry, kasi mas naniwala ako sa sinabi ni Mommy, i should convince her to stay with you and never let go of you"
"Alam kong namang hindi mo magagawa yung sinasabi ni Mommy, i know that you can't cheat with the person you loved.... Sobra akong nag paapekto sa galit at sa takot ko kay Mommy" sambit ko
"Daddy please, i need you, i only have you pleaseee" i begged as i breakdown
"Why? What did i do to make me suffer all this kind of pain? Daddy why??" I cried
I was holding his hand and i feel nothing. I am flying back to Hawaii next week for my final examination and for the practice of our Graduation.
Hour passed by, and dumating na din si Kuya.
"Hey baby, kamusta?" He asked
"Nothing" i said
"Umiyak ka noh?" He asked
"Yes, check mo na lang yung nasa USB" i said
"USB? Ni daddy? Ooh? Is that the reason why? Alam mo ba na nasaken na yung mga copy nyan, before your birthday?" He asked
"Wh-what, bat hindi mo binigay saken?" I asker
"Sabi nya, he'll give you that USB sa birthday mo, but then hindi naman sya nakarating" sambit ni Kuya
"By the way, nakarating na sina clyde sa thailand someone Messaged me and ayon di na din naiburol si Cindy deretso libing na for less gastos and wala namang mag aasikaso kasi nag punta sila ng ibang bansa" dagdag ni Kuya
"Nort Cemetery?" I asked
"Yes, bakit? Dadaan ka?" Tanong ni Kuya
"Yupp, kaya mauna na ako" sambit ko
"Bukas you don't need to come here na, just focus on your stufies muna para sa finals" sambit ni Kuya
"Pa-pano?" Tanong ko
"Day off ko bukas and also dadating si Luis" sambit ni Kuya
"Ba-bakit?" Tanong ko
"Mas mabuting mag stay kana daw muna sa Hawaii until your Grad, natawagan ko na sina Raquel kaso di ka nila masasamahan sa graduation mo kasi may aasikasuhin sya" sambit ni Kuya
"Okay kuya, uwe na muna ako, ikaw na bahala dito ah?" Tanong ko
"Oh sure ingat ka, mag drive thru kana lang para may oag kain ka sa bahay" sambit ni kuya
BINABASA MO ANG
A Mother's Love
Ficção CientíficaA mother who's trying to have a bond with her daughter.
