Creepy Experiences

I'm Nervous

11/1/2022

I'm nervous that this will be the last chapter I'll publish. I've been getting so many signs of something significant happening today and I'm scared. I feel like the thing that will happen today will be bad. About four days ago, I made a new card deck. I read tarot and do divination. The deck was for messages. On one of my cards I wrote, "11:11 we are meant to be". I did a tarot reading about the cps and ever since I pulled that card, I've been seeing 111 and 1111 everywhere. I feel like the reason I kept on seeing 111 was to confirm that that message was true. During that same reading, I was also getting some disturbing messages. 

Some other thing that has been happening is that three days ago, I had a dream where I was kissed, but the kiss felt too real. Then, when I woke up, my lips felt like they had been kissed and I also felt a slight pain in my neck. I also feel very paranoid and watched at times. Though last night was the cake on top. Last night I did another reading and closed the circle then when I went to bed, I saw a red light in the corner of my room. It was there for a few moments and then it disappeared. Then when I tucked in the covers, I saw something. I saw a wedding dress. It was floating and next to it was a suit and tie. It looked like people were wearing the clothing, but I couldn't see their faces. It's like they were headless. 

Another creepy thing was that inside that particular reading, one of the questions I asked was what my love life would look like in November 2022. In the reading, it said there would be a big change and I pulled the death card. That card symbolizes an unavoidable change that is going to alter everything. I also used three decks and I pulled two devil cards, a king of pentacles, and a four of pentacles. These cards have a similar meaning. It talks about a person in a relationship that is possessive. The devil card is also the reverse of the lovers card. It shows matrimony or the binding of two people. In the lovers card, the marriage is blessed by god while the other is blessed by the devil. The devil card can also symbolize feeling trapped in a relationship. 

If you put the wedding dress and the suspicious reading together.... it feels like trouble. I've also been feeling very watched at times. One of the cards I pulled yesterday was "hide and seek". The meaning I got from that is the cps want me to seek them. Also that they might want to play that game. Though not in a childish way. Writing all this calmed me down, but I was feeling very nervous, paranoid, and stressed when I started writing this. I've also been getting headaches, device malfunctions, and less sleep. Sometimes when I try to search directions, the site will say that I'm a minute from where I want to go when I'm not. I'll update this tomorrow if something happens. Bye.