Creepy Experiences

Hello LJ

May 20, 2023

I was talking to someone online earlier and was hearing some sounds of movement including some tapping on my window. I heard tapping on my window last night too. I got ready for bed and continued to hear more movement in the house. Just heard these loud steps. A touch on the door. Where is the light pounding coming from? Everyone should be asleep right now. 

Last night, I saw these yellow eyes and the face of a clown. They're getting closer. It's 12:16 I definitely stayed up too late. Do you ever get the feeling that something bad is about to happen? I have. My thinking is pretty scattered, though at least with writing, I can organize it a little better. Anyways, I don't want to think about what is happening right now, so I'll go over another theory I have.

One thing I have heard regarding spirits is that when a spirit interacts and is around a person, the person can take on their energy. Like say the spirit has a really outgoing and cheerful personality, it might rub off on a human they spend a lot of time with. One of my personal hobbies is looking into personality types and I have noticed that my personality changes really frequently.

I mainly take MBTI tests and in the beginning, I got INTP as a result and I took half a dozen tests to be sure. Later on, my type would change from ISTP to ESTP then ENTJ and most recently I got ISFP. My theory is that my personality changes based on the spirit that is around me. Or in other words, the spirit who is around me can impact my personality and be a factor in how I act. 

In Toby's analysis, I explained how I type him as an ISTP. That is one of the personality types that I mentioned earlier. There is a chance that when he is around, I become more focused on getting work done and less on theoretical possibilities or research. In general, this could mean that I have no real personality since it is dependent on a factor I cannot control. 

I think after last night, LJ's personality could have rubbed off on me which led me to display traits of an ESFP. I was enthusiastic, more impulsive than usual, ate more sweets, wore bright clothing, and equally bright makeup. On my right eye, I put on some glitter on the lid and bright pink eyeshadow on the crease, then a matching blue eye on the other one.

I feel calmer after writing out all of this, so I should get to sleep now. I hope I don't feel too tired in the morning. Goodnight.